destiny wont do us apart TMR

destiny is pulling us apart

Newt pov ::

I watched yn walk outside and i could see the tears in her eyes. I itch my head before following her. She went into our bedroom and before i walked in a saw her sobbing sliding down the wall holding a blade. I gasped and walked in and said calmly "b-baby.." i bent down next to her and took the blade of her. She had a cut on her arm which was bleeding out. I felt concearned but tried not to show it and said as calmly as i could "ill get something to clean you up". I kissed her forehead and got up and was about to leave before she grabbed my hand and said sobbing "p-please..stay".

I could see her arm bleeding more but i picked her up and brought her on the balcony. She was sitting on my lap and i ripped some of my shirt and wrapped it around her. I was gently biting her shoulder because the blood made me feel ill. One i finshed we sat in silence hugging, she was playing with that one certain ring as normal. "Y-yn i got to ask, you promised me you wouldnt hurt yourself anymore. Baby ik its tough but please". She began to shake again and she was sittinf on my lap facing foreward so she turned around so we were face to face. She was shaking and i didnt mean to but i groaned. She smirked and began kissing my neck. "W-wifey". The words came out my mouth and she stopped and looked at me.

Yn pov

"wifey? I like that" i kissed him on the lips but he pulled back. "Y/n dont air the question..you promised" newt said. I didnt wanna talk about it but ik i should so i did "i-its so hard.. i wanna stop. Whenever something goes wrong i dont want my first thought to be to grab the box or to stop eating. I want it to be to go to you, its so hard i hate it" i sobbed and put my head in his chest. He whispered in my ear "i know sweetie have my jumper". He took it off and i gasped when i saw his arm.

I held his hand then looked at him. I got up struggling to breath, newt realised his arm was showing and held it. "Yn i-" "your stung?, newt im pregnant". I gasped and put my hands over my mouth knowing i wanted to tell him tommorow. "what?" Newt said coming up to with tears in his eyes. I couldnt breathe and stuggled to say "i- m p-regnant a-a..nd yo-u gonna d-die. N-n-no. I cant" i fell on the floor holding my stomach sobbing. Newt caught me and he was sobbing to and tucked my hair behind my ear before saying "my sweet beautiful girl, i-i l-lov..e you. I-i-im right here."

We were crying together and he helped me get my breathing back and once we calmed down abit we went to bed. We were leaving tommorow. "Newt.. you wont be able to get to the new city will you", we were cuddenling together and he kissed my forehead before saying "forget about it, no one else knows and ill be fine. Have this so yk ill always be with you" he tried to give me my favourite ring of his but i refused and said "your staying alive, if u dont have this ring what else could i play with". He nodded and we kissed and said love you before falling asleep.