To break and To fix.

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~NOBODY'S POV~

After his somewhat quick interview and hireing, Jacob slowly walked to his apartment, taking in the scenery as he headed home. It was sunset.

Yeah. That's how long he spent looking for job since morning. He's even sure he knew this part of town already.

He couldn't help but feel a mixture of nervousness and excitement about starting his new job tomorrow. He decided to buy something small and simple for supper and some few things for breakfast and lunch tomorrow. He paused at a convenience store, browsing the items inside whilst mentally calculating his small budget. He picked up a few snacks and some water bottles before heading back to his new home.

Jacob made his way back to his apartment, unlocking the door and stepping inside. He kicked off his shoes and placed the groceries on the counter before heading upstairs to change into more comfortable clothes. He grabbed a T-shirt and a pair of short trunks; since he lives alone why should he cover up.
He placed his uniform properly ready for tomorrow.

He then went to the kitchen and warmed up some instant noodles and a cheap meat pie he found at the convenience store. "this will have to do....."
He sat down at the small table gifted to him by his landlord in his living room space and began to eat, washing it down with water from a bottle. It wasn't anything fancy, but it filled his stomach and satisfied his hunger.... just not his shifter hunger....

Jacob finished his meager meal and cleaned up the dishes before heading upstairs to his bedroom. He changed into a pair of boxers and one of his old but clean shirts once given to him by god knows who as a prank since at the time he got it, he was 13 and the shirt was more of a parachute than a shirt. But now, since he grew and had shifted, it at least only reached mid-thigh. As soon as he got comfortable under the sheets, he fell asleep almost instantly, dreaming of what tomorrow might bring, how his life did a complete 360 and the reason for it.
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"Nngghh...~"

Hands....cold hands were roaming around and all over my body....

I couldn't see..
Well
Barely.

But I could feel.

Everything felt so... good.

From his cold fingers trailing and teasing my chest, nipples and abdomen, to the cold tongue lapping and twirling around my neck and nipples.

Oh god let's not forget about those sinister cold lips and mouth that kissed and sucked everywhere it could.
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But.....

Everything was so...dim and blurry... Yet... this person above.... everything was so clear...

From the pale skin. To the messy bronze hair. To those pink lips and enticing..teeth?... but for some reason..i couldn't clearly see his face... Behind them.. Behind him, there was a light. Almost like a Halo.

This person definitely must be an angel.

But......

He has the hands of a sinner~

"Jacob~ you're so responsive~ like a good puppy."

"Nngghh... please~~"
Was that me?

Oh god....his hands.. nngghh.. they were stroking me..

I wanted to push him away and ask who he was but my body wouldn't let me. My body craves the man above me.

"You aren't getting rid of me that easily Jacob Black. You know you want me in more ways than one. You know you want me to take care of you like how you took care of your father."

Stroke

" You know you want me to love you the way you Loved Bella. The girl who would never return your fragile feelings."

Stroke

" You know you want me to be in charge like how Sam was~ you want me to dominate you~ you want me to be.... On top of you ~ to be.... inside you~"

My legs were now lifted and spread wide, revealing my privates.

" I know you want me Jacob. Just the way I want you too~ After all. We are bound together by fate. Aren't we, my imprint~"

"W-wait w-what are you-"

" I bet you're so tight in here my jakey~"

" Wait! And who the hell told you I want to be on the receiving en- nngghh!!?!!"

His tongue went in.

His cold tongue.

It felt different.... and.....

Not so bad....

" Ngghhhh...~ haa haa haa~ p-please~"

The man above chuckled, and it's then that I realized he had golden eyes....

His golden eyes...

He's...

The man's face became clearer and it's then that I realized who this was...

He's...

He's my-
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~JACOB'S POV~

I woke up, not to my alarm clock, but to coughing blood. it's one of the symptoms of rejection. It's honestly become a new normal for me "... ugh... not again..." Not to the blood, but to the stupid wet dream! GAAHH! It's always him! God, I'm sick and tired of dreaming about someone I couldn't have! And why the hell do I always dream of being the bloody bottom!?

After my bloody coughing fit, i picked myself up and went to wash up in my small bathroom.
I wanted to start the day energetic so I'd be ready by 8:30 and leave for work early.

After getting dressed in a pair of jeans and a simple white shirt, i headed towards the kitchen to make breakfast. I wasn't sure what i was in the mood for but decided on some cereal. I didn't have anything fancy after all. Newsflash: I'm just sixteen, was kicked out of my home and was starting a job at a club in a different state that clearly wasn't meant for a 16 year old but was pitied by the owner. Yeah my life didn't know whether to be shit or good honestly.

"... I wonder how much the pay is..?"  I thought to myself as I ate my cereal. My mind wandering about the pay. I didn't care much for money, but it would come in handy for food and rent. And possibly school. I hoped i wasn't underpaid. if the pay was good, I'd even continue going to school so I'd finish my remaining two years.

I spent the entire afternoon relaxing. I didn't have a tv so I made due with my phone and looking out the window staring at my new area here in Canada. at least it's far from forks..... no one would miss me anyway...

Soon after, I spent my remaining time cleaning the apartment and then took another shower, put on my uniform and did my hair that had grown quite a bit during this month of my life's downfall. I put into a half man bun. I wanted to look good for my new job, especially since I'd be around attractive people.

I looked down at my phone and saw it was almost time for my shift to start. I grabbed my keys and wallet and left the apartment, making sure to lock up tightly behind myself.
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I reached the club and the bouncer simply let me in. I walked to my managers office where I found Tony. He looked up as he heard the door open, his eyes meeting mine for a split second before smiling just too brightly this early of night. "hey Jake! Ready for your first day!?"

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Long time no see people.

As you can see, I'm not very good with 18+
And I know what I'm about to say will sound weird or wrong but...... I'll definitely do my best to improve 😐