*the next day cassie is worried about the questions that are about to be asked by lucy and shes scared that lucy will tell sargent grey and then she will be on admin leave. she gets dressed and goes to the station and shes already late so she goes into roll call*
Grey: nice of you to join us miller dont you think?
cassie: im sorry sir there was traffic
Grey: huh traffic
Cassie: yeah
*roll call finishes and lucy comes up to cassie*
Lucy: u have alot of explaining to do
Cassie: figured
*they go into the shop and while lucy is driving she asks*
Lucy: so are we going to talk abot it?
Cassie: guess so
Lucy: so you hurt yourself
Cassie: mhm
Lucy: are you clean?
Casie: yeah 6 months
Lucy: good
Lucy: can i tell you something
Cassie: sure
Lucy: it stays between us
*cassie nods*
Lucy: i have a eating disorder
Cassie: woah i did not expect that umm are you okay? are you still struggling
Lucy: okay? yeah no.. struggling yeah
Lucy: i dont want to talk about it but stop self harming
Cassie: i will but are you going to tell grey
Lucy: no i wont but stop
*in the inside cassie wont stop but she just keeps lying to lucy and shes glad that she wont tell grey*
(time skip at lunch with the TOs lucy got a salad)
Tim: luce you okay u havent touched your salad
Me and nyla say in sync: LUCE?
Tim: i didnt mean to say that
*lucys mind: i have to admit i like tim more than friends but afraid of rejection*
nyla: bull shit
Tim: im srs but really are you okay you didnt touch your food
Lucy: yeah just not feeling salad today
*its end of shift and lucy has decided to tell grey about cassie she goes to greys office and knocks and goes in*
grey: what do you need chen im busy
Lucy: i need to talk to you about my rookie
Grey:im listening
Lucy: umm i recently found out officer miller has been hurting her self in short terms i mean self harm ive been thinking about telling you but its the right decsion to tell you
Grey: shit alright thanks for telling me
*lucy goes out of her office and starts studying for the exam with angela then grey calls cassie in his office*
Grey: miller my office!
*cassie goes to his office then..*
Grey: your on leave for 4 days
Cassie: what why?!
Grey: chen told me so your on leave
*cassie is so furious at lucy that she told grey and she stroms out of his office and goes to lucy*
Cassie: I CANT BElieve YOU DID THAT GOSH I TRUSTED YOU
Lucy: im sorry i had to
Cassie: OH YOU FUCKING HAD TO MHM WELL IM SORRY NOW
Lucy: sorry about what?
Cassie: you will see
*cassie gets her radio out and radios *everyone turn to channel 7 i have an annoucement* *and everyone turns to the channel then..
Cassie: the announcement is about officer lucy chen as you know shes my TO and she might have not told you guys but she has a eating disorder if you dont know what it means it means that she struggles to eat and she doesnt eat often and she thinks shes fat well she is but not the point so yeah
*right then and there lucys whole world comes crushing down and everyone is giving her looks and talking about her then lucy storms out to the locker room sobbing*
Angela; what the hell did you do that for honestly fuck you cassie
cassie: deserved
LUCYS POV
* i cant belive she did that just because she got 4 days of leave *
*i get my stuff and go to my house then go to my bed then i cry myself to sleep till i hear a knock on my front door i open it im in a messy bun and a over sized tshirt and some shorts i open the door and there i see angela*
Lucy: hey what are you doing here?
Angela: woahh you look messy
Lucy: yeah just studying for the exam *which is obv a lie*
Angela: yeah anyways how you doing
Lucy: fine now bye
*i close the door on her*
*angela screams through the door*
Angela: luce open the door please!
*i gnore her and go to bed actually studying this time*
(time skip 3 hours lucy is still studying and its 3am then she gets a call its tim)
Lucy: tim its 3 am whats wrong
Tim: i need to get something off my chest lucy
Lucy: yeah say it
Tim: i have feelings for you luce
Lucy: i-uhh tim i do to but how do i say this i cant do this now my feelings are all over the place after what happend today i-im sorry tim
Tim: its okay luce call me when we can work this out i understand your going through alot
Lucy: yeah. but when im ready ill come to my senses
Tim: ill see you later luce
*i hang up on tim and i still cant belive i rejected him because i have feelings for him to but i cant handle stress right now*
(time skip 7 am) *i wake up with my papers scatterd all over the bed and the detectives text book on my pillow im already late so i dont want to go to the station so i call grey*
Lucy: hey grey im not feeling well i need a sick day
Grey: sorry to be that sargent but were short today we really need someone plus we dont have anyone to train your rookie
Lucy: alright thats fine ill come give me a few minutes and ill be there
YOU ARE READING
A new rookie
Fanficcassie is a new rookie from Los Angeles and has a very tough childhood. when she grew up she decided to join The LAPD. (lucy is a TO and nolan and jackson are rookie}
