Longing for you ✔️

Chapter 22

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Seeing his wife crying sitting in corner make his heart churn in pain.  Specially that time when her surrounded people  are in full  swing of happiness. And she is sitting here crying without   Letting any one give clue of her inner battle " which is killing her inside second by second. Being a billionaire " he always thought "he can do anything. With money he can buy whatever he wish for. But today he is feeling helplessly for not able to erase the pain from his wife's life "who is suffering so badly. He wanna comfort her. He wanna tell her that everything will be fine. But it will be just words. He knows he can never erase the pain which has left mark on her heart after their baby departure.  He bite his  lips controlling his  sob and went towards her with slow steps.

Ann's.. he calls her name standing near her. As she heard her name from his mouth. She immediately wipe her tears and straighten up trying to hide her pain. 

Hey ... he sat besides her keeping hands on her knees. 

What are you doing here ??? You should be out with your family right. She says softly passing him smile trying her best to control her tears.

I'm with my family"With you. He  whispers caressing her face with his hand rubbing the thumb on her cheek making her take breath shakily.

Shivaay everyone would be waiting for  you outside. I think you should go.  She  suggested him removing his hand from her face.  But instead moving from there he gave her a long stare and then divert his eyes towards the baby's stuff. Tears gathered in his eyes seeing the things. Today  if their baby would had  been made it. Then he would had been nearly one now. But  god didn't let them see their  baby growing up and took him away from the them.

I'm sorry  I didn't mean to get them out. She immediately take the stuff and try to get up " but he didn't let her and stop her to moving. 

Don't go ... he whispered taking the ultrasound X-rays from her " which has their baby's development pictures. 

I... I was  four months pregnant when I'd went to the doctor for check up and they had done my ultrasound. ( she  whimpers trying hard to control her emotions ).  It was first time I'd seen my baby.  He was breathing shivaay. I could hear his breathing. ( she sobs ).doctor said he was healthy baby. There is no complications in my pregnancy. ( tears made their way from her eyes making her vulnerable). It was first time i was happy  genuinely. And I wanted to share it with you. But....  ( she stopped talking  looking down  drown in past when she was pregnant and needed her husband the most. But he was no where to be seen. Either all the time he was in office. And if not there then he was with his friend.

Shivaay blink his eyes  and kept his hand on his mouth feeling like to kill himself for being such a jerk for not  being with  his wife  when she needed him most. How unlucky he is. He should had gone with her when she went for check up.  At least he could had seen his baby moving in computer. But he was so lost in his own world that he couldn't enjoy that moment as well. And his wife was going alone for routine  check up. 

I'm sorry ... all he can say sorry as he has nothing to say to her else. He can't promise her that everything will be fine. He can't say that their baby will be back.  He can't do anything expect regretting for life time.

Ann's he whispered her name and take her palm In his hands. He brought it near his  lips and kiss them  softly. 

I wish I could do something to erase your pain. But I'm helplessly. There's nothing which could help me to do it. I'm sorry baby. I'm so sorry. I'm sorry for each and everything which I've done in the past. I've been a jerk for not seeing my wife's suffering. I wish ..I wish ...I would had been with you that time then you didn't have to face all this. I'm sorry. He sobs and take her in hug wrapping his arms around her securely. Anika kept her head on his shoulder and closed her eyes to let her tears soak in his shirt.