Longing for you ✔️

Chapter 27

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What do you mean. Why are you saying this shivaay.  She  sniffles having tears in her eyes which are continuously rolling from her eyes making her vulnerable.

Why I'm saying this anika. You are asking for it. Today whatever happened " it's all happened because of that piece of paper " which you were hiding till now. And not only that. You had signed it as well. And you are saying why  "what  do I mean.   From last  two months "I've been trying to fix things between us. I'm trying my best to mend our relationship despite your disapproval. But  I don't think so even single day passed "when  you didn't ask me to let you go. I'd told you in clear language that I don't want us to get divorce. But I don't know "what got into you that not only you were ranting about it. Infect you already have done it. You had the papers all along with  you and you didn't even care to tell me. Anika for once tell me "what place I keep in your life. Why you are just keep hurting me with your ruthless behaviour towards me. 

Seeing him putting all the allegations on her" she free her elbow from his arm and step back  sniggering  with weeping eyes. 

You don't know that  Why I did I keep the  divorce papers with the sign. You are asking me shivaay. For mere few days only you saw me showing you little my ruthless side "  and you got offended as well as feeling heart broken. Then have you thought about me. Who's  been facing all this" since I've came into your life. I don't think so even single time  you appreciated me or showed me little affection. All the time I've been neglected and side lined by you. You never gave me the love " which a husband should do to his wife. I've always faced your harshness and negligence. You never treated me as your wife.   And you are saying  whatever happened today " it all happened because of me. ( she sneers ).  Then no it didn't happen because of me. Infect you are the main reason that people got chance to  speak about our relationship. If you won't had told everyone about our personal l life. Then no one  would had dared to speak about it  anything. But no you did. That's why now our marriage  has became laughing stock for  people. Whenever they feel like "they just talk about it and insult me like I've been criminal in all this.    (She sobs)You says that it's all my mistake. Yes you are right. It's my mistake. If I  would had taken action on the first place.  then surely I didn't have to face all this. But being naive and an idiot. I kept waiting for you to be change. I thought one day you will be different and will start loving me like your wife.   But I guess it ruined my three years of life and during that I lost my child as well. She chocked having thick hiccups  stumbling back making him gasp. He immediately grasp  her in his arms and try  scoop her in his arms. But she didn't let him and move back.

You always blame me shivaay you always do.  That's why " those papers were lingering in my cupboard. Because I knew that  you can never change your habit to hurt me.  And when next time you will do. I won't think twice to keep the papers infront of you and leave your life forever. Hearing her his chin quires and immediately pulled her in his arms  hugging her tightly. Before an hour he was feeling betrayed and what not. But after hearing her he had realised. He is the only one who persuaded her to kept the papers with her. He has done so many things bad with her that now she is not able to trust him and still believing that one day he will again leave her  stomping her heart  under his shoe.

Leave me shivaay. Let me go.  Leave me. She struggle to come out  from his arm. But he   Grasped her tightly in his  hold  kissing her head time to time soothing  her with his tenderness. 

I'm sorry Anns.  Im sorry for putting you in such situation. I'm so sorry baby ... he apologised again and again tightening his grip on her. But he knows sorry is just a word. He can never  erase the pain which has lingered on her heart and mind for life  time because of him.