Longing for you ✔️

Chapter 28

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Shivaay " I didn't mean that. It's not the way you think. It's just I'm" afraid to face Same thing again. I don't want to find myself alone yet again like last time. I know how I'd felt" when I lost my child. And there's no one to hold my hand and assure me that he is with me. I was alone dipped in deep sorrow which was scratching my pain more and more. I I can't tell you how I was feeling to be on death bed trying to keep my conscious" so that I could plead god to not take my baby away. But god done whicn he wanted. He took my baby away and left me giving me this burden full life "which is making hard for me to lead every second. She whispered last word having difficulty to speak having countless tears in her eyes .

Anns " he whispered cupping her face lovingly and peck her Forehead breaking into tears.

I wish I could correct everything. I wish I would had stayed that day along with you instead listening malika. Might if I would had been there that day "then the weight of my guilt would had been little low. But I was such an idiot that I listened to that woman and left you alone to face all this. I'm sorry baby. I'm sorry. He join his Forehead with her and peck her nose weeping silently along with her...

I promise this time I'll be with you. No matter what happen. I'll stay by your side. And won't leave you for a second. Last time I was influenced by wrong people. And to be honest "I wasn't in good state. But this time " nothing sort of gonna happen like this. So stop thinking that I'll leave you yet again. Did you understand. saying this he held her elbow and pulled her in hug letting her cry her heart out feeling solace in his arms which she she never got ever before.

I love you Anns. I love you so so much. He expresses patching kisses on her head numerous times. Anika nods her head and closed her eyes thrusting her face into his neck while sniffling.

After sometime.

Shivaay  fill her plate with the food which he made and  speak excitedly. Here have this. And tell me how's it.

Anika smiles at him and take the bite of the food and In none second her eyes widen in amazed finding it  quite  nice.  Infect its tasty than she imagined.  She never thought that her husband can cook. As he never touched anything at home. Always she is the one who used to do his work and used to cook for him. But today "he amazed her by his cooking skill.

It's actually really nice.  I really liked it. Saying this she took spoonful food and shovel it making him smile brightly seeing her eating his hand made food.

I'm glad you like it.  He hold her hand and kiss it lovingly caressing it with his thumb. Anika always wanted them to be like this.  She always dreamt to have good times with her husband. But
In those years "somewhere she had lost the hope that  it will happen.  But maybe her destiny had another plan for her. and  now she is sitting with her husband enjoying his hand made food " that also specifically he made for her. 

Anns I need to talk to you. Anika who was busy in thinking "she comes back into the reality hearing her husband.

What is it ??? She whispered softly.

Actually my Friends are keeping the college get to gather. I mean my all classmates are gathering to have a good  time. So  if you don't mind. Will you come with me. He ask having hope in his eyes to hear yes from her mouth. Anika bite her bottom lips and immediately her thoughts went towards malika " who surely gonna be there and she hesitate to say spending.

Is everything alright. ??? He asked grasping her hand. 

Yes. It's fine. It's fine. I'll come with you. She says giving him tight smile "which didn't go unnoticed by him. No matter how much he is doing to get her trust on him. But somewhere  it always lack of.  She  still  hesitate to tell her heart out things to him . And suppress it instead  considering him to enough worthy to tell about her thoughts.