Right Here Waiting ~Bucky Barnes Love Story~

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I walked out of my bedroom still upset at the fact that Bucky didn't take the news of me and him being mates good plus I was one of the reasons why he was more tortured by HYDRA because of how much of a great asset I am to HYDRA. I did more missions than him and killed more people than him. I hope things work out I don't want him to be angry at me forever. I walked along the hallway thinking I wasn't paying attention I bumped into someone. "I'm sorry I should've been paying attention." It was Natasha "it's fine I heard you had that conversation with Bucky." I told her yeah but he seems mad at me. "Well at least you talked about it and don't worry he'll come around." I scoffed at that thinking yeah right. I sighed "look even if he does come around it'll still be hard." We talked as we walked towards the kitchen. "I just wanna not deal with this." She smiled at that "we all got things to deal with but we always come through on the other side if it." I looked at her with a smile as we reached the kitchen she looked straight "well Bucky seems to be okay right now." I followed her gaze to Bucky who was sitting at the table eating cereal while reading a newspaper. "I thought newspapers went out once smartphones and computers came out?" Natasha laughed at that then said and yet they still make them which made me laugh. We got ourselves some coffee and some toast. I felt someone looking at me so I looked around and saw Bucky looking at me. I looked away a little confused on why he was looking at me it could be about the mate thing but who knows.

I finished my coffee and toast and went walking around compound thinking more about the conversation Bucky and I had about the mate things. There must be a lot of questions running through his head right now. I found the garden that I saw the first day I was here. I smiled as I looked at all of the beautiful flowers. "You do realize if Pepper catches you near her flowers she'll throw a fit?" I looked over to my right seeing Tony there. "Is that why you come out here?" We smiled at each other "this is one of my favorite spots here." I guess it's because of the fact that his wife built this garden. I looked around at the flowers some more. "You know I'm not the same person I was when I left HYDRA?" He nodded his head yeah before looking at some red roses. "I'm one of the most stubbornness people here and yet it didn't take me long to accept you." I smiled at that telling him I wish Bucky and Steve and Clint would be that accepting which made him look at me.

"Well Bucky and Steve lost a lot especially during World War 2." I asked about Clint "well he lost his family once thanks to Thanos." I looked down a little sad "I heard what Thanos did he had no right to do that." Tony looked at me with sad eyes "he got them back but they weren't the same." I can assume that it was hard on them and Clint. "He blames himself for not being there enough for them." I told Tony well he shouldn't feel that way because it's not his fault. "Try explaining that to him." We continued to talk before he had to go back inside and help Pepper with something. I looked at the flowers one more time before heading back inside. I saw dad with Steve they were packing up for something. "Where you off to?" I asked dad as I went to look at what he was packing "yeah Fury wants us to go on a mission but I'll be back in two weeks." I guess the look on my face said it all because he said "look it'll be two weeks and we can hang out when I get back I promise." I sighed nodding my head okay as he gave me a hug. They finished packing up dad gave me one last hug before going. I guess I shouldn't be surprised it's his job and as much as I want him to stay he has to go do his job. I watch them go then I saw Bucky go towards the training room. I guess he's got somethings to work out through punching bags or whatever helps him. I decided to go into Tony's building lab he said I can come in here and build stuff so I decided to build something to help with me with something. I'm pretty sure I can remember how to build the machine they used to help me with my bringing people back from the dead power. Steve really wants to go back and be with Peggy but he doesn't want to use the time stone to go back. I know I should've asked for permission but still I can't watch him torture himself anymore and maybe I can bring back Howard too but that I would have to ask Tony for.