Finding my hero

19

The next evening right after dinner.
"What was that about yesterday?" Jiro asked.
"Yeah are you back to liking Kaminari?" Mina pushed.
"I'm not back to anything. I never stopped liking Denki, there are just other guys in my life that I like too. It's confusing." You said getting annoyed by your feelings.

"Okay what? Who else do you like? How many boys are you after y/n?" Ochako asked.

"I'm not after any boys. I'm here to become a great hero, I'm here for myself. I've been trying to make friends and in doing that I've gotten...I don't know...feelings?" You replied.

"Okay we need a list!" Hagakure said.

"No lists! That's terrible! Look okay I'm not committing to anyone right now. I like some guys and I've had some... moments.. but you never know what will come." You said trying to get them off your back.

"MOMENTS?!" Mina screamed.

The guys looked over from the living room.

"Mina shut it!" You said.

"I have the best idea!" Mina screamed.

"Okay everyone we are going to play never have I ever!" Mina shouted and you were instantly planning her funeral for when you murdered her after this.

Begrudgingly and with some black mailing Mina and the girls got almost everyone to stay and play.

"Okay I'll go first. Never have I ever had a crush on three or more people at once." Mina said.

Mineta, Sero, Kaminari, hagakure and you all put a finger down.

"Never have I ever had a crush on someone in our class" Sue said.
Everyone but Sue, Sato, Jiro, aoyama, and Koda put a finger down. Everyone was shocked when Katsuki did.

"Never have I ever kissed someone on the lips." Ochako said.

You, katsuki, Kaminari, Shoto, Momo, Mina and hagakure all put a finger down.

"Never have I ever kissed someone at our school." Mina said.

You, Katsuki, Denki, Shoto, and Momo all put a finger down.

Katsuki started looking angry.
Izuku looked embarrassed and maybe a bit jealous.
Denki looked proud.
Shoto looked blank.
All the girls looked excited.
Except for you. You were horrified.

"Never have I ever kissed someone in this class." Hagakure said.

"That's it! I'm done!" You said standing up and running down to the elevator but it was too slow so you took the stairs.

They were obviously only focused on telling everyone about you and your love life. It was cruel.
You ran up all four flights of stairs before finally getting to your floor.
You ran to your room but before you could open the door someone was there. It was Shoto.

"Are you okay y/n?" He asked.

"No! I'm not okay! I'm confused and I'm hurt and I'm angry and I'm sad!" You yelled.
Shoto looked a bit shocked at how emotional you were over a silly game.

"What's going on? Did I miss something? Did someone say something rude to you?" He asked fully looking concerned but really not understanding the situation.

"Shoto I don't want to have to explain it! Please just go!" You shouted and he was about to but before he did he hugged you.
You pushed him off of you and ran into your room slamming the door in his face.

You got a bunch of texts and a couple of calls. You heard a bunch of the girls knocking on your door but you ignored it all.

You just sat there in your room crying.
You didn't understand why you even felt that way about the boys. Why did you like so many of them? Why had you kissed so many of them? Why were you like this? You just couldn't take it anymore and you opened the balcony door and flew out.

You flew around the whole campus and then the whole city. You were just trying to clear your head.

When you finally came back it was dark and you nearly flew straight into the building but you caught yourself and landed back on your balcony. 

When you walked in your room there was someone sitting on the end of your bed.

"You know you shouldn't leave your windows open at night?" You hear a familiar voice.

"What are you doing in here?" You asked.

"Just had to make sure you didn't get your dumbass killed while you were out pitying yourself." He said.

"Oh thank you great Katsuki you're my knight in shining armor." You spat sarcastically.

"So are you done?" He asked.

You glared at him.

"Done feeling bad for yourself? It's not like you haven't been whoring yourself out to half the guys in class."

"Fuck you!" You said marching straight up to him and slapping him across the face.
Your eyes were puffy and red it was obvious you'd been crying a lot.

He stared at you. You couldn't read his expression though.

"Get the hell out!" You shouted.

"No." He said.

"LEAVE BAKUGO!" You yelled right in his face.

He glared at your face.

"So you mean to tell me you haven't been sleeping around with shitty hair, Dunce face, Deku, and icy hot?" He asked like he knew what he was talking about.

"Wow. You really think that little of me?" You asked still looking at him until you turned your back to him.

"You're such a prick." You said as you walked over to your closet to take off your shoes.

"What I do is none of your damn business Bakugo." You said.

"It's Katsuki to you." He mumbled. It hurt that you'd started calling him by his last name.

"Whatever." You said. Slipping on some fuzzy socks.
Those socks brought Katsuki back that night he had spent at your house.

He walked over and pinned you between him and the wall.
"Say my name." He said.

"Get the fuck away from me! And get the fuck out of my room!" You shouted.

"Not until you say my name." He said angrily.

"WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU EVEN HERE? WHY DO YOU EVEN CARE WHAT I CALL YOU?!" You yelled.

He got even closer.

"GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME DAMN IT!" You yelled.

"Y/n why would you kiss them?"

"NONE OF YOUR DAMN BUISNESS! YOURE THE ONE WHO SAID YOU DIDNT CARE! YOURE THE ONE WHO SAID YOU NEVER WANTED ME IN YOUR LIFE! SO STAY THE HELL OUT OF MINE!" You said trying to shove him away from you.

But he held his ground and just grabbed your arms and held them above your head.

"Maybe I was wrong." He said.

"What so now you think you can come in and get upset that I moved on? You told me to go fuck Izuku. Well maybe I will! Or maybe I already have? Maybe I've screwed Shoto too? And Denki! Maybe Kirishimas next! Maybe I'm just doing all of them to mess with you, if i was it's sure as hell working. You're a jealous mess Katsuki Bakugo."
You said with a venomous tone.

His eyes seemed to be on fire with anger and frustration.

"Damn it." He said angrily before he smashed his lips against yours.

God it was like your heart was going to explode, his lips felt amazing against yours... wait what?

You snapped out of it and kneed him full force in the balls, successfully freeing you from his grasp.

"Shit" he was able to manage before you put your foot down on his chest.

"You think you can do whatever you want. You think I'd let you call me a whore then kiss me? Then what? We'd be boyfriend and girlfriend? Sorry to disappoint you but I have fucking standards and you don't meet them." You said before you grabbed him by the arm dragging him across your room then quite literally throwing him out.