I can't help
For my actions don't make an impact
The actions that I put so much effort to
They go unnoticed
Most of my energy used on something that won't do anything to change anything
And I'm left drained, with the aftermath or pain
And again, no one actually sees the pain that I'm in
As I'm constantly screaming for help
No one runs after me to save me
But if they do, they give up quickly
And I'm left here with the mixed signals and my heart that's still damaged
For my heart, I don't think it's fixable
The pieces are with people I dont seem to have a hold on
They have drifted away like they way leafs fall off a tree
Except they never grow back
My last resort is to help myself which I've done over and over again
As it's temporary, like a plastic bag that's evidently going to end up in the trash one way or another
I'm tired, I'm exhausted
At this point, I'm helpless
