Your old friends are having a birthday party, without you
Your new friends are telling you to forget about it, they were toxic anyway
So why do I still care?
Why do I feel hurt seeing them with their new friends?
It didn't have to end in a fight did it
It didn't have to end with the loss of contact
But if they actually cared, they wouldn't beat you up
They wouldn't trash talk you
They wouldn't start fights about a simple mistake
Lastly, they wouldn't gaslight you into thinking that everything they did was ok
Because it wasn't, or now that I know it wasn't
What's important is to learn and move on
I'll get there at some point
A/N: this was way more personal than I wanted it to be but it gets the messages across. Have a great day y'all <33
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