To Love A Blind Beast

chapter 21.

To say I missed that man would be the under statement of the year. At some point I even regretted not telling him not to go to that meeting. But that was a nonsensible part of me. A relationship were none of us could be able to do our duties, is a toxic one. We had already blocked out the rest of the world for almost a week, we didn't need more. We need to find a system that works and fast because this is going to kill me .

Liah, you could be insinuating all this and  maybe you are the only one. Oh hell no, I swear to the Moon goddess if that wolf doesn't miss me......

Is that the doorbell. He is here. He is here. He is here. I sang happily, in my head of course, don't want anyone knowing that I'm crazy. On second thought this is my family, I think they already know that. Oh well.

I opened the door to reveal the source of my happiness and evidently demise. I don't even take time to look at him as I jump him. He is getting used to me jumping him huh. He doesn't even flinch or lose his balance. I could feel his tense muscles relax as he held me tighter, lifting me up his body.

Awwwh, he did miss me.

As usual we stayed like that for some time before I decided I should actually take my mom's advice and feed the man first.

Almost an hour later, Liam was driving us back to Elijah's house. The alpha had made it clear I wasn't sleeping alone tonight and hopefully ever again. My parents wanted the alpha to spend the night at our house but I would die before I let such a thing happen. Especially after that heated session we had shared earlier. Who knew what would happen during the night, and I certainly didn't want to risk it. My family would never let me  live in peace. I love them but they were evil and brutal to such matters.

So I had packed a few of my essentials and promised not to go MIA again.

All throughout the car ride, my mate had me on his lap, holding on to me tightly refusing to let go, his head ever buried on my neck. Not that I'm complaining, I was enjoying all the attention he was showering me with. He really had grown possessive, it made my heart sour. He is soo cute when he is this clingy.

I ran my fingers in his soft curly hair, enjoying its texture and how Elijah responded to me. I don't regret every minute I spend thinking and praying to the moon goddess for my mate, him. They say all good things come with time or is it take time, I don't know, am a fashion designer not a literature professor, decides you get the point.

"We are here"
"Thanks Liam"
"Anytime Luna"

Luna? my cheeks heated up again when Elijah's Beta called me Luna. All this time I hadn't actually thought about that. I was Elijah's mate and Elijah was the alpha so that made me his Luna, our pack's Luna.

'Yeah, I think everyone got that you thick headed human,'
'Oh come on ,don't pretend you aren't flattered,'
'I am but unlike you, I had already pieced that information together along time ago, '
'Okay, whatever, '
' Oh moon goddess what did I do to deserve such a human?'
'Shut up, you love me'
'Unfortunately, '

My wolf can be a bitch sometimes, but I wouldn't have it any other way.

Elijah carried me upstairs, after Liam left. One hand holding me securely onto him, on my BUTT!
The other carrying my duffel bag. I could only hold on to his neck, hiding my ever red face on him because  Lord knows this man just wants me to have a heart attack ,oh my poor heart.

He dropped the bag on the armchair in his bedroom and sat on the bed with me straddling him. This position is definitely our favorite one, I think it's because it allows us the most physical contact, the closest proximity and most definitely comfortable. But all those were both good and bad reasons.
Example, in this situation it was definitely bad.

As usual my nerves became highlighted as I absorbed the situation at hand, especially after remembering what went down a few hours ago in the back patio.

I tried to keep my cool, but one look at those eyes and I knew he knew what was going on in my mind.

He growled, almost frustrated, lowering his head on my chest just slightly above my breast valley. A breath got stuck in my windpipe as I tried to make this situation easier for the both of us. One of us had to stay strong before our resolver broke . And by the way Elijah's hands held on to my hips, grip tight, head buried on me taking deep slow breaths trying to get a hold of himself, told me I was that person. If I too gave in we would be trying to extinguish a forest fire by morning.

But now that I think about it, was it going to be that bad if we both gave in. We are mate after all,  right.

That was definitely the horny mistress in me talking. I wanted our fast to be natural, right, nothing holding us back , sure and a way to seal our love. Not some lust driven mindless humping. The moon goddess knows I would never forgive myself if I sabotaged this relationship She so graciously gifted me. I have waited for 4 years, a few more  weeks or maybe even months wouldn't kill me .

I held his jaw lifting his head to face me, I kissed his forehead , lingering just a little to make sure my message was understood.

Sometimes, Elijah and I didn't need words. They were simply not enough at times like this. And in those times we let our actions speak for us to each other.

And somehow they were more understood than words.