Whisperer | Thv & Jjk

part 5

Y/n's POV

“ I get I was being an a$$hole of a best friend to you but Y/n , I don't know what you're talking about . I didn't speak at the moment when Rachel called you silly because I was trying to focus on you at the moment. I look past that cause the rest of the things she said was what it was . I really didn't mean to call you clingy in a bad sense . Half of the time , me and she talked about you and me  .You were my priority. But asking you to apologise to her? I will never do that…why would I?”

I almost had my heart barrelling out of my chest as I heard what he spoke and then took a look at his phone screen where he had opened our texts.  I squinted my eyes , confused, taking his phone from his hand and holding it closer.  I scrolled through the texts shared and it didn't make sense anymore. " Where are the texts from your side… Why are there only my texts ?" Not only that , only a few of my texts were there . The parts where I told Taehyung about my feelings were gone.

I looked up at him and he looked equally torn and confused as I was feeling. “ I don't know what texts you are talking about Y/n ." He shook his head , looking a little tired , a lot dejected. My hands felt clammy , while my throat itched with dryness. I gave him his phone back and brought out mine from my purse . I didn't notice the tremor which went down my hands , making them shake out of anxiety and nerves .

I scrolled through the texts and opened the last time me and Taehyung shared texts to show him what I had got on my side only for my actions to cease while my breath got caught in my throat. The screen stood glowing at me , but there was no sign of any such texts from Tae's side . It was just the same texts from my side which Taehyung had received and showed me . It wasn't possible. “ That's not possible." I mumbled, staring at my screen. There was no way he could have unsent the texts because the app didn't have the features. Then how .

I looked up at Taehyung who was staring at me, trying to understand. I shook my head , the sudden rise of desperation to have someone to trust me on this . “ I'm not lying ...there were texts…more than these . I don't know where it all went , how it got deleted.” My voice shook with the storming anxiety. I could feel my skin crawling as memories from the past re-surfaced .

“ Mama I didn't break it ! I promise it wasn't me. I'm not lying." The cries were heard by none. My mother stepped closer pulling me up by tugging my hair strands . Then I felt a stinging slap on my cheek, tears running down my eyes. “ Stop lying to me ! " She didn't trust me…I was a liar .

I looked up at Taehyung and even though I didn't word it out , I knew my eyes were pleading for him to believe me.  Every anger had vanished and was rather replaced with a dilemma of my anxiety crawling in.  The fear of being proven as a liar or worse was pushing me to the edge .

“ There's something wrong. I swear I had received those texts from you and that's why I reacted like this. I was hurt , disappointed. It was so unexpected but the whole situation made me believe everything…I don't know how it all got deleted. Please trust me .” I hated how vulnerable and weak I sounded at the moment but by then it was my brain speaking. Trying to gain the trust of the human standing in front.

Nothing else mattered . No hatred or hurt or anything. It was as if on instinct that I wanted him to trust me because otherwise I couldn't breathe.

“ Y/n , listen to me. There's clearly a misunderstanding. We can solve it . For now breathe , okay ? Look at me .” Taehyung moved to hold my face in his hold and made me look into his eyes . “ I trust you ." He nodded his head and I nodded along , trying to gulo down the lump in my throat and breathing.

My heart was pacing too loud but slowly it turned normal as I forced myself mind to shut down it's raging thoughts , and calmed myself down.

As I did , Taehyung brought me close in for a hug . It was usual between us , neither was it the first time he had saved me from an almost anxiety attack. But I was not ready yet to give the hug back . The whole situation was even more messed up then, with the missing texts .