My Paradox Mind

Chapter 8: Unwavering Feelings

Well... it's summer and I have nothing to do, I just rest unsteady on my family bed looking at the celling imagining her in front of me. Surely I miss her, her beautiful eyes, her warm smile, her gentle voice... Ahh!!! I greatly miss her! my heart yearns for her and my mind keeps remembering her presence! I guess that's how it is, "Love is a flower growing from a seed, it requires specific needs to grow into beauty" 

"Nick" my Bro called me

so I stood up and went to him... 

"What is it?"

"You ok?"

"Yeah, why?"

"You seem disturbed"

"I am just thinking of something"

Then he stood up and took his guitar and said "Let me guess you miss someone..."

"HOW DID YOU KNOW?"

Then he sat down started playing a song, strumming his guitar emotionally. He played "River Flows in you" by Yiruma

"Lucky Guess"

"Ohh..."

"So who is this person"

"Ria Miller, she's apart of Alpha11 like you before"

"So she's smart?"

"Yeah, passionate, gentle, beautiful..."

"OK relax, you''re saying to much, It seems you really like her"

"Yeah, actually I love her"

"YIEE!!"

"But I don't know..."

"Don't know what?"

"If I can give her everything after a my studies"

"First of all you are still young to think of stuff like that, Second I know you can give her everything"

"Yeah... that's what everybody said...."

"Because it's true"

"Am I the only one that thinks not?"

"Yes, it's because you think to much about others and not about who you are"

"Well that's true"

"You want to know how Mom and Dad got together?"

"Yeah" and he stopped playing his guitar and started narrating my Mom and Dad Love story

"Before when they were in High school, they had their own group always hanging out with each other. Everyday after class Daddy would go to a gas stations to use the payphones and call Mommy then whenever the payphone goes offline he would transfer to another station and call Mommy until 9:00pm"

I smiled realizing how sweet my Dad was, "Then how did they get together?"

"Well Mommy was very smart but she was also naughty she had a lot of boyfriends, While Daddy never had any because according to him he wasn't that handsome and he was very tin, somehow like you" 

"Ouch..."

"Haha, Anyway Daddy always tried to get Mommy that's why they usually talk, but things were kinda messy... Because Daddy admitted to Mommy and courted her, but..."

"But?"

"Daddy got busted"

"Really? how did they get together?"

"I will get to that, when Daddy was busted he never stopped he still tried to get Mommy's heart. He got busted 4 times for 4 years straight, but on his 5th try he brought Mommy to a church and he tried again and guess what Mommy said"