I walk my memory in a library with books holding stories of all kinds and if you follow a certain pattern around the library you will find a wooden door. Enter this door and you will find nothing but the whistling of a lonely cool breeze, an empty room this may seem but this room holds a memory in the wind. A wind of pain and sorrow, a wind of great despair, a wind of depression.
Before I met Ria my life was tragic and complicated, I took the obligation to put others first before myself but even if I took it I still felt the burden and the pain I had to go through just for others to benefit. I have been suffering over and over but why do I still fight for men who has turned their backs on me? why do I still do such even if I earn nothing from this?
(Flashback)
It was a very busy week, a week where we have to pass all the projects by Friday. I was the leader of 5 groups and 2 groups as a member but I acted like I was the leader. Then Wednesday came and I was at home doing my project, it was late in the evening the mood was silent and the night was gentle but for me that night was a sacrifice. I did not sleep just to finish my group work, even my family worries for my welfare they were worried I might faint and fall because it's been 2 sleepless days but I had to fight it just to get the job done. Then while I was working on my project a friend of mine had a problem.
"Dom!! I need help!"
it was Liela, she is one of my classmates we are not really that close in person, but when it comes to facebook we are best friend. She is one of the people in my section that would work day and night just to get things over with.
"What is it Liela?"
"I am so tired, I need help with this video editing thing"
"What can I do to help?"
"Can you get some pics about Budding etc.? just send it to me, is that ok with you?"
"Yeah no problem"
And so I got some pics from the web and I send it to her, then after sometime she suddenly said something
"Dom :(("
"Why? What happened?"
"I give up :(( I don't know how to edit a video and I am so tired"
"Don't give up my friend, I have an Idea :) why not you let me do it, let me edit it"
"WHAT!! No you have done so much for me already, you even helped me take the vids yesterday"
because yesterday she doesn't know how to do the project and documentation so I helped her I even got a cut on my hand because of the project but I am ok with it.
"It's fine, I am always here to help, now you get some rest"
"Are you serious? are you done with everything ba?"
"Well no but you need help so It's my resposibility to help you"
"You're helping me and your not even done, why?"
"I always put my friends ahead of myself"
"... Ok I accept your offer... you sure your ok with this?"
"Yup :)"
"Ok I will send the files thank you so much!! Dom"
"Your welcome :)) now get some rest"
BINABASA MO ANG
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