My Paradox Mind

Chapter 3: Deja Vu??

Days has passed and everything seems to be moving only in one direction... I can't stop thinking of her, my mind speaks of her and my heart feels for her. At night I can't sleep, but once I do I dream of her, do I still like her? or do I... I... Love her? What is this life telling me? Anyway it was ICL day and we were not really doing anything, we were just chatting around.

Rainer: "What to do? What to do?"

James: "I don't know I feel like I want to go home... It's so boring here..."

Me: Tell me about it... we are not even doing anything, I will just walk around... 

Well I was bored so I started scouting the classroom if there is anything interesting I can find or do. And I ended up standing by the white board, I was really bored and I did not see anything interesting so I just sat down and I saw a Marker, it was a permanent marker to be exact, so I took it and I realized that it was mine. I checked if there was ink and it was running empty, so instead of throwing it away I thought of opening it to see what's inside. I found a canister that holds the ink, and I threw it away because the scent was to strong... and I just looked at it. Not knowing what to do with it I kept it in my pocket. 

(Bell Rings) 

it was lunch time and the 12:00nn prayer started, then after the prayer we said goodbye to our teacher and we rushed outside, we wanted to be early because every time it's lunch the canteen is usually crowded, so we always race down stairs. Then we reached the line and we were lucky because we were one of the first ones to be there, (but I was the very first from my friends) so I bought my food and I sat down at one of the tables then I waited for them. While I was waiting I saw one of my friends from Ria's section Igna. We met a few days ago after Vince told me about her. She likes making stories as well and she has this certain aura that makes one feel comfortable and relaxed. Then my friends came because they were so slow in getting their food, I was done eating. So I told them I would head back to the classroom and so I did.

I just sat at my chair making stories in my small pocket book, then I saw Ria outside she was looking for Selvaria, but she was down stairs and so I accompanied her. They talked about something and then Ria and I went up, while we were going up I showed her my mood ring. It is a type of ring that changes color depending on your mood and I let her wear it. Her mood color was light green which says that she is happy and energetic. I took the ring back as we reach our classrooms. Then we said goodbye and we entered our classrooms,  So I had an Idea of giving her a mood ring and I had an Idea about what to do with the marker. Just let me do my magic and you will see something happen from the most oddest of things.

Friday

Scouting day again... Well today I will give Ria the ring and the marker, when I see her I will take chance. (In the interest of time) I was going down and I saw her, so I went to her and gave her the ring. "Ria" "Ohh What is it Dom?" "I want you to have this" (I handed over the ring) "Aww Thanks Dom" then I was about to give her the marker but I left it in the classroom so I just said "Your welcome" and I left... NICE GOING DOMINIC!!! YOU BLEW IT!! Anyway I always have a plan B so I looked for her at Dismissal time and I saw her by her section. "Ria, here have this" "ahh What 's this?" "It's a puzzle :)) there is a secret with it  try to solve it :)" and we parted with a goodbye and a little laughter. 

I just realize now that I have been experiencing the same thing over and over again but the feeling is always different. Like every time I see her has a different feeling, like Deja Vu but not exactly like it. Well I wonder now, did she found the answer to the mystery of the marker? Well let's just let time tell :))