Total Apocalypse

Distance

I was just walking around I didn't went to the woods because I had the
feeling that they would go look there and I don't want to talk to
anyone now, I really don't want to talk at all, I'm sitting on a roof
edge just thinking, "what if I jump?" I said to myself, would anyone
miss me? But I'm not going to jump that would be too much of a cliché.
But the true is that sometimes I wonder to myself what is like to cut
our wrists or ourselves, I wonder how it's like to have that kind of
pain and if it actually releases us from what we are felling or if
it's all a lie I've already think about cutting myself but I've never
did it actually because I'm just scared of the pain it's fun actually
to think about it, but I know myself and in the end of it I'm never
going to do it actually, our will I? I don't know any more. I got up
and went for another walk just trying to deal with all of this that is
happening, but then I remembered of Jack he's really sweet with me and
kind of mysterious and I like it he is a really good friend. I just
kept walking, but eventually I came back to the gas station that we
were in.

Jack's P.O.V.
I was sitting on a bench playing some game with my sister when I saw
Spencer enter the dinner I was so relived For seeing that she was ok,
she seems a little distance from the reality I don't know how to
explain but she is different. She entered the café and just sat down
on a table looking outside. I got up and went to her.
-Hey! How are you doing?
- Fine I guess. - She said trying to pretend that nothing happened
-You don't look ok at all, you look terrible actually. - She looked at
me pretty annoyed. Great Jack, you just don't know how to keep your
mouth shut don't you? I thought to myself. A weird silence took over
of the situation, but then Spencer started talking.
- Have you think about becoming a zombie? How easy everything would be?
-Actually I did, but then I also thought about my little sister and
brother and my mom, I don't know if would handle losing another son. -
I said looking at my mom, playing with Thomas and Katherine.
- I mean look at them. - She pointing to the walkers outside. - They
are just there dragging themselves around trying to find food and if
they don't find food...its ok they're not going to die so it's totally
fine, they don't have to run away from anyone anymore they just stay
there. - She said looking at me.
-You have a point, but think about the things that you would be
missing if you were a zombie? Think about the time that we had
yesterday, by the lake, and most important me! If you were a zombie
you had never met me right? - I said making her laugh a little bit. -
There you go! I'm happy to see you smile again. I sat near her and
just hugged her. I wish I could stay like that forever.

Bryan P.O.V
I heard footsteps so I got up and hide behind a tree, I heard someone
calling my name, that voice was familiar I moved a little to the side
of the tree to see who it was.
-Bryan! - She called me again - I saw you, you can get out it's me,
c'mon I won't hurt you! - It's that possible it's really her?!
-Jennifer, is that you? - I said to her, I started running to her and
just hugged her so tight I couldn't believe that she was alive, we
broke the hug and she spoke.
-I'm sorry to meet with you like this. I love you Bryan but I can't
keep doing this, is just too much for me, I just can't. - She said,
and kissed my check and just walked away.
-Wait! Just tell me why? - I said almost crying
-Because I'm done with all of this... - Look out!!! - I said and then....