VI.

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It was currently Wednesday, and Alice was coming over. She said something about it being a "serious and important thing that needed to be said". I didn't even reply, I just sighed and hung up.

"Kris," she spoke softly while slowly walking in my room.

"Hey," I smiled. I don't know why, but I have been feeling down lately, and I'm glad to have some company.

"We need to talk," she said seriously. I nodded my head, without speaking.

"So, my parents think that it will be a good idea for me to spend some time with my sister."

"Okay. I think that is a good thing. Right?"

"Oh yeah, it's a good thing, but uh. How do I say this? They want me to leave today, and I won't be back until school starts."

I felt my heart fall to my feet and my shoulders slumped over.

"I am so sorry that I have to miss your birthday. I don't have to go, Kris, I can stay."

"No no. Go see your sister. Family comes first." My voice cracked a little when I said family. I immediately covered it up by smiling at her.

"Kris-" I quickly cut her off.

"It's fine. Go spend time with your sister. And don't forget to tell her I said hey. I'll see you soon. Bye," I said while gently closing the door in her face.

I watched her leave from the peephole. When she was out of my view, I slid my back against the door and I cried.

It hurt. Alice nor my parents were going to be here. Maybe I could ask Ashton. He probably wasn't going to remember my birthday, but he could be here.

I ran upstairs and I grabbed my phone. I looked at the time to see that he wasn't at work yet.

"Hello," his voice rang through the phone. It was beautiful.

"H-hey Ash." I cursed silently to myself for stuttering.

"Hey Kris. You okay?"

"Yeah yeah. I'm cool. I was wondering if you were busy...Friday?"

Please don't be busy, please don't be busy.

"Sorry Kris. I have to work a double that day. Do you want me to come over now?"

"Nah. It's cool. Have fun at work. See you Saturday?"

"Yeah. Sure. Bye!" With that, the phone hung up.

It took everything in me to not throw my phone at the wall.

I was alone. I was really alone.

Walking to my dresser, I dug around my sock drawer until I saw the ziplock bag filled with small, colorful pills.

MDMA, also known as Ecstasy, is a pill that I recently discovered. I think that it was going to make me feel a little better.

I popped a pill in my mouth and I used water to swallow it down. I didn't feel anything so I decided to hop in the shower.

After my shower, I sat on my bed in my boxers. I suddenly felt hot. The sweat was falling from my hair at rapid speeds.

I was breathing heavily. I was just hot and....horny.

Ripping off my boxers, I grabbed my length and I jerked my hand up and down.

I couldn't stop the groans escaping my lips. I was high.

I swear I saw my bookshelf grow arms and legs and walk towards me.

Everything was different. Everything was great.

I felt relaxed.

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After about eleven or twelve hours, everything felt normal.

I was still hot, but I took a cold shower to get rid of the problem that didn't exist.

I felt off about myself. I didn't know if it was from the drugs or if it was from my loneliness.

Suddenly, a wave of nausea fell over me and a barely made it to the bathroom.

It felt as if my insides were coming out. I was most likely puking up the little food that I ate yesterday.

I guess this is a side effect of the drug. I don't really know. All I know right now is that I need to take another one.

I need to feel the joy and I loved being on the high. It relaxed me. I wasn't worrying about my parents, or Alice not around, not even about Ashton not being with me on my birthday.

I decided that I wasn't going to take another pill, and I decided that I would wait until tomorrow, or Friday. If I took one now, it would become addicting.

I could not, under any circumstances, become a druggie.

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so yeah. here is another chapter.

I kind of plan on making this a short story and it may be ending soon.

Hell-I'm sorry, school will be starting in about a month or so and I need to go shopping and work on school work that I haven't started.

Also, I have to get surgery soon, so I will try to update as much as I can.

I also changed the story description even though it isn't that great. I suck at them, depending on the story.

I also feel like ranting a little in this author's note.

So, when I first started this story, I was like 'yeah, they are gonna date and adopt a child and fuck and get married (LGBT EQUALITY) and the end.'

But now I'm like, nope I am going to change it up and drugs are involved, because it is called Illegal and I didn't want it to just be about an adult dating a young teen.

Boring an not emotional or dramatic.

I am also planning a sequel if I get around to finishing this soon.

I will let you know that if I do a sequel, it will be called Taboo.

Well live love die 😋✖️

~Kiara✖️💉

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