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The morning came around and the sun was blaring through the window, it was a bit blinding. Xuxi's eyes took a minute to adjust, when he saw Sicheng snuggled into his side, and realized that he'd been holding him through the night, that was confirmation that everything he remembered wasn't a lucid dream, but some sort of surrealist reality.
He leant down and kissed his forehead, causing Sicheng to look up at him with enamored eyes. He was never asleep, he didn't need to. He simply mimicked what he remembered from when he did need sleep, and it wasn't something that Xuxi noticed since he fell asleep very quickly. It was something that Sicheng used to tease him about, how go to sleep the minute he could hit his pillow, Sicheng didn't even understand how it was possible.
"Goodmorning, Angel." The way the sun hit his skin, his white hair glistening in the backlighting, it was easy to believe that he was one. Sicheng gleamed satisfyingly, "Morning, sleepyhead." He cooed, "I waited so long for you wake up." He snuck up to give Xuxi's plump lips a kiss, they were dry and a bit chapped from the winter air, yet he loved that rugged feeling of when they were pressed against his. "Well then, I'm sorry I kept you waiting, that was not very gentlemanly of me."
Sicheng stroked his face gently, admiring his handsome features. He let out a little giggle, "You're a cutie." Xuxi smiled, but there was a somber tone to his expression, it was a bit cathartic, for him. "It's been so long since I've seen you laugh." He said, bittersweetly. "How long has it been?" Sicheng's curiosity piqued, he had a general idea, but he couldn't be too sure. Everything became a blur once he got sick. "6 years..."
Sicheng's eyes widened, "Shit... I'm so sorry..." Even when having a general idea of the dates, hearing that number really contextualized Xuxi's sense of urgency, if he were a little clingy, it'd been for valid reason. "It's not your fault that you were dying... My family keeps telling me I need to move on, they say I've been living with your ghost, because I haven't gotten rid of any of your things. The truth is, I wish I'd been living with your ghost sooner. I was completely hopeless when I came down here, I thought this was the end of the line for me. I can't tell you what would've happened if I'd not found you."
Sicheng could somehow feel a pit form in his chest, Xuxi's words really had an effect on him. It genuinely hurt to think about how Xuxi felt, the pain he experienced when Sicheng couldn't do anything about it, nobody there to comfort him, to be there when he needed it most. And after 6 years, 6 years, the thought never crossed his mind to give even a passing glance to another.
He wanted to cry, he couldn't stop picturing Xuxi's despair. It shattered his heart, the scenarios running through his mind. And the worst part is, he couldn't quite remember where he was in those 6 years. He was sure there was an afterlife, sure that where he was located at was divine. But, it'd all been wiped from his memory before his spirit was sent back to earth. He couldn't give Xuxi a solid answer to make him feel better, sugarcoat a place he can't remember.
But, he also knew he wasn't meant to, Xuxi would've just felt guilty for dragging him back down to earth because of his own feelings, even if that couldn't be further from the truth. Suddenly, something came to mind that he felt the need to voice, something that he knew, deep down, was true. "I think that you're my personal heaven, maybe at first, I wasn't ready. Maybe we weren't ready. But I think that, this is the happiest I'll ever feel. And that's what heaven is. Heaven is where your heart belongs."
Xuxi pulled Sicheng in tight, not loosening his grip on the ghost for a single moment. That's exactly what he needed to hear, everything felt less temporary now. It was less momentary, and more constant. Yet, he didn't wanna waste a single second even if their love was eternal. Even eternity wasn't enough time with Sicheng for him, the fulfillment he felt around Sicheng wasn't comparable to anything. It was his reason for breathing.
"I... Love you, so much." He whispered into his pointed ear, the one that made Xuxi approach him first, start a conversation with him at that tiny grocery store that got shut down only a few years after. They were grabbing for the same carton of milk and bumped into each other, and Xuxi made a comment about how his ear made him look like a faerie, his observation charmed Sicheng so much that he gave Xuxi his number. Every time Xuxi saw his ear, it brought him back to that moment. "I love you too." Sicheng replied softly
They just lied there for a while, enjoying each other's company without any interruption. It was so comfortable, the way their bodies fit together like puzzle pieces. It was after that when Sicheng started kissing his bare chest, his skin tasted so sweet that it was difficult to keep himself from wanting to taste every inch. He made his way lower and got under their blankets. Xuxi still had his morning wood, standing tall and twitching in Sicheng's presence.
He licked a stripe along the base, giving the end a little suckle. Hearing Xuxi let out a soft grunt was enough to let Sicheng know he on the right path. He slowly brought his head down until he reached the base. His mouth was so warm, and just like usual, there was no gag reflex to worry about.
Xuxi deserved this, after all he'd gone through, he deserved to be treated. The sheer size of his cock made things more difficult, but it was no problem for Sicheng, he could take it. He had before. He remembered the first time he sucked Xuxi off, his voice was scratchy for a week. After a couple of times, his throat got used to it, and he never lost his voice again.
He knew exactly what to do to push Xuxi's buttons, and he did just that. He started bobbing his head painfully slow, it was driving Xuxi insane. "Go faster, babe." He said in a groan. But Sicheng didn't, he kept at a steady pace and did not speed up at all, just his way of teasing his lover. "Please, go faster." He whined. This time, he did, a lot faster. It gave Xuxi whiplash.
Oh, he was good. It was so euphoric, his wet mouth wrapped around his cock, it felt incredible. He was so turned on in that moment, so deeply aroused by even the lightest graze. The speed that he was going at, the way he deep throated him with no challenge. He couldn't stay like this much longer.
He really knew his body like the back of his hand, they were always a very sexually active couple, and their compatibility made them closer. They didn't just fuck, they made love. They made love so frequently, so carelessly. Sometimes it was messy, sometimes it was attentive. But they always knew what their bodies needed.
"Chengie, I'm gonna cum." He expressed breathlessly, Sicheng kept going, which he knew meant it was okay to cum in his mouth. That aroused him even more, the idea of filling his pretty mouth up with his seed, fuck, it was so attractive. He let out a bit of a moan, Sicheng milking him dry as he finished. He wondered what would happen if swallowed, he had no need to eat, he had no organs, he figured nothing would happen after deduction, and he wasn't wrong.
Having his cum inside of him was always such a bonding experience, it was as if he'd become more of a part of Sicheng every time. With emotions running high, Sicheng knew he needed to unwind like that, knew he needed the care. "Hey, can I show you something?" Xuxi asked inconspicuously, "Sure." Sicheng nodded and obliged.
Xuxi made his way to a small cupboard in the laundry room, he opened it up and grabbed out a box of fabric softener sheets. Sicheng already knew what he had in store, but he wanted to feign surprise. Inside of the box was another box, a ring box. Xuxi opened it up, and inside was a beautifully crafted engagement ring with detailed engravings, and a big ruby placed in the center. Sicheng knew about it, but he never actually seen it.
"That's the most beautiful thing I've ever seen..." Sicheng uttered breathlessly, "Is it too late to make things official?" Xuxi smiled, and Sicheng rushed in to hug him. "Of course not! We don't have to ever be separated." He gave a kiss to his neck, he height difference became prevalent when they stood his. He leaned over and whispered one simple message in his ear, "You're my only everything."
