CHAPTER 44 •||Hear me!!||•

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Yn was outside jin's home waiting for him to open the door. But he didn't even opened the door fully when he immediately shut it on her face. It took her a second to realise what just happened.

yn-"jin?? Open the door..please"

Jin: Leave yn. I don't want to talk.

yn- "Please jin, talk to me. Listen to me for once"

Jin: Leave yn. I don't want you here.

yn- "Hear me atl-

Jin: I'll call security if you don't leave.

yn- "You..you hate me that much?Well, you are not wrong. If I were you, I would hate myself too. You think I don't know what I had done?I know I have not only hurted tae but you and my friends too, and no matter whatever the situation was, it's the truth I'm the reason behind everyone's pain. I know that jin, I know. I know I was selfish, I know, if I tried I could've stopped everything. But I didn't and it haunts me each day jin, each and every day I get reminded of everything I lost. But, you know what jin, if I were given a choice to go back I would still let this happen because I met jihoon this way, I found you and Aera. Yes, I might do things little differently that way I won't hurt tae, jimin or hyejin but I can never imagine a life without you all. You and Aera have been the family I have always yearned for jin, and I don't want to loose you ever. so please don't hate me, talk to m-"

Before she could complete jin opened the door and shouted-

Jin- You think I hate you? I hate myself. And how can you come here after all the hurtful things I have said to you? Why??You..you shouldn't be here.

Yn- I'm where I should be. And what hurtful things? Whatever you said was the truth, the truth I have been denying to accept.

Jin- I'll never forgive myself for everything I said to you.

Yn- It wasn't you yesterday, it was tae's brother. Someone who have loved and cared for tae when he himself needed that the most. You have been the mother and the father figure of tae, and being a mother myself jin- I know how painful it is to see your child suffer. Tae was like your own child, someone whom you raises and gave all the love he deserved but in the process you forget to give that to yourself. You didn't said anything wrong jin.

Jin- Maybe, but it's you. I have known you still I forgot the kind of person you are and start blaming you for everything. I didn't even tried to hear you.

Yn- Because you've seen how broken tae was, how much pain he was in. And whatever the reason was- it was me who should be blame for that. So everything you said yesterday was true.

Jin- No, not the dead part. I don't want you dead. I don't want you to leave. And certainly not about you being a bad mother. You are the most strongest and the best mother I know ynnie..I...I am sorry..I am so damn sorry ynnie. I..I.. (He trailed offf while tears fall down his cheeks)

Yn- I know you didn't meant that jin. I know.

Jin- why did you send that message? How could you-

Yn- Because I realised I won't be able to give life to jihoon what you can give him.

Jin- Ynnie, I..I am s-

Yn- Jin shhh, you weren't wrong and I want you to leave all those talks behind and start a new? Please don't let me leave. Please don't-

Jin- You're not going anywhere. I swear if you even think of leaving I am gon-

Yn- I won't..I'll never leave jin. Not until I die-

Jin- shutup..wha-

Yn- okay okay, I..I am not saying anything. But jin.. umm you..will you still fight..jihoo-

Jin- You think I'll let that asshole take our jihoon-ah away?? I'll never. Whatever I said yesterday was...wasn't something I meant. And that include everything ynnie. Trust me, I'll never want yo-

Yn- I know jin. I know.

Jin- So you and tae..all okay?

Yn- Yes. I know I don't really deser-

Jin- shutup, no one deserves him more than you.

Yn- I hurted him.

Jin- It wasn't your fault. Because I know, if things were in your hand you would've never done this.So stop thinking like that. How do you plan on telling jihoon?

Yn- I really don't know. Tae is trying to get to know him and make him comfortable with him. But jin, I hope you understand that jinhoon's consent is very important for me. So until he agrees - I..I can't-

Jin- I wouldn't have forgive you if you take that step without jihoon's permission ynnie. I wan-

Before jin could complete, they heard the Lift door opening and as soon as it's opened tae was coming towards jin and he looks...angry.

Jin: Taehyung-ah wh-

Tae: Did you really said that?

Yn: Tae, why ar-

But tae ignored yn, and again shouted at jin.

Tae: Tell me, did you said that or not?

Jin: said what tae? wha-

Tae: To ynnie. Yesterday.

And yn and jin both knew what tae is talking about.

Yn: Tae, it's not l-

Tae: Hyung, yes or not. SPEAK. NOW.

Jin: Tae, I didn't  mea-

Tae: YES OR NO

yn: Tae, stop it. Listen to me. I don't know what you heard but -

Tae: ynnie, leave.

Yn: No

Tae: Yn, I said LEAVE. NOW.

yn: And I said NO.

Tae: Stop being stubborn and go yn.

Yn: Tae, you are not hea-

Tae: Ynnieee, don't test my pa-

Jin: Ynnie, go. We needed to talk about it anyway.

Yn: But jin-

Jin: Yn go, it's between us brothers. Let us sort it out.

Yn: Tae, don't forget he's your hyung. The one who has been always there for you.

And then she left leaving the two brothers to sort it out.
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TO BE CONTINUE

(I know it's very very late and I'm really sorry for that but I don't feel like writing anymore so it took me long to update plus last week was kind of very busy as you all know. Thankyou for waiting patiently)

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