It's hard to love you (olic) (boyxboy)

Chapter 3

**Mikes POV**
"Fuck," was all I said, fighting to hold back tears.

"I'm calling the ambulance," Oli said freaking out. Vic is all I have, our parents left Vic out on the streets when they found him making out with kellin in his room. I couldn't let my brother suffer so I left without saying anything to them, him and I both suffered my father's harsh physical abuse, so it was better that both of us left. I was sobbing now. I wrapped my arms around Vic's little body.

"Vic please don't go, I cant do this on my own."

I didnt hear the sirens my sobs were so loud, but I realized they were there when a guy said, "Excuse me sir, I need to get Mr. Fuentes into the ambulance." I let go of Vic's little body and let them put him in the truck.

"Do you mind if I go in the truck with him?"I asked one of the guys.

"Your his brother right?" He asked.

"Yes," I confirmed. "Then go ahead, but your friend has to ride in a car." He said. I went over to Oli and it didn't look like he had calmed down, it looked like he couldn't breathe.

"Oli, woah, are you okay?" I said almost freaking out.

"No, I... cant drive... I cant... meet you guys... there until... I calm... down, I'm... not calm... I'll see... you... in a little..." He said gasping for air, he was having a panic attack, I know because Vic gets them. You can't do anything for them because they have to calm themselves down.

I rubbed his back and said handing him the keys, "Okay, whenever you feel comfortable enough to drive." And then I walked off getting into the ambulance.

When we got to the hospital I wss still scared, what if I lost my brother, hes all I got. The doctors told me I can't go into the hospital room until they figure out how "stable" Vic is. They basically told me I can't see him until they figure out if he's alive or dead. I was silently crying for about 10 minutes until someone's hand was on my shoulder. I slowly turned my head to look at who it was, Oli.

"How is he," he said understandable and calm, unlike last time when he couldn't even breathe.

"They're checking how fucking 'stable' he is," I said frustrated. Why can't I just fucking see my brother.

The doctor came out of the room and said, "Your brother is perfectly fine, he just has a severe concussion, you two can see him now." What a fucking relief. I practically leaped from my seat and ran to the room, but before I went in I calmed myself down.

Once I was ready to go in I opened the door and seen him there, laying on the bed, he wasn't asleep, but he had his eyes closed. I know he wasn't sleeping because the way he was breathing, when he's asleep he snores, no matter what, even if they're tiny, I know because that's what keeps me up half the night. He was acting like he was sleeping. "Hey," I said walking over to him. "Mike how the fuck will we pay for the car," he said with his freaking out voice. "So you'd rather have the car be safe than you, you could've been dead if we didn't get there when we did," I said. "But Mike I don't get it, when I texted you I felt perfectly fine, but then all of a sudden about 4 minutes after I texted you, I passed out, and I felt like someone was choking me, but no one was there. I know no one was there, because I have dreams that people choke me and I cant breathe. It was crazy," he said, crying a little. "Hey hey hey, it's alright, imagine how I felt, I thought I was going to lose you. Do you know how fucking lucky we are Vic?" I asked him. Someone knocked on the door, pulling me and Vic out of our little heart to heart moment. "It's Oli, can I come in?" He asked. I went over to the door and opened it. "Hey, how do you feel," he said walking over to Vic. "I have a headache but that's about it. What are you doing here?" He said, blushing. Fuck. "Well Mike told me about the text and i went with him to go get you, but when we got there, with the condition you were in I was freaking out and called the ambulance but once they got here I was freaking out even more. Ask Mike, it was pretty intense mate." He sai, I cant imagine him freaking out the way he was. "Oh," was all Vic said, but it was so obvious he was blushing.

I sat in the corner when they were trying to put on criminal minds. I was putting together the pieces, on Thursday was when I told Oli to go over, because that would be the only reason he would be at my house. Then that night, him and Vic were watching criminal minds all night, but something must've happened because when I got home around 2 drunk Oli asked me to take him home. I couldn't because I was drunk and I had Tony in my room. I smiled thinking about Tony, he made me so happy, but then my smile dropped, the only person that knew I was in a relationship with Tony was Vic, because I had to keep our relationship a secret. Anyways, I couldn't take Oli back home, but early that morning Oli's friend picked him up, or at least that's what he told me. They had sex, in my house, fuck. "Whats wrong?" Vic asked me. "What do you mean?" I asked. "You just muttered 'fuck'." Vic said, did I really say that out loud? "Oh, nothings wrong, I just have to... go pee." I said making up the lie. I got out of the hospital room and went to the restroom. What if I went back in and they were making out? I quickly shook my head getting those thoughts out of my head. I went pee and then walked back to the room. I slowly opened the door to find Oli sitting in a chair watching TV and Vic was on the bed doing the same. That's how we all spent the night, Oli ended up falling asleep on the chair and Vic fell asleep on the bed. I couldn't fall alseep because of Vic's loud snores. I drifted off to sleep thinking about Tony.

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I know I said I would do Oli's POV's for the beginning but I'm sorry, I had to add Mikes POV, I mean Vic is his brother! Sorry about the horrible updating >.< I love you guys

But... Tony is now in the picture! But hes with Mike! And does Vic have a crush on Oli?