It's hard to love you (olic) (boyxboy)

Chapter 7

**Vic's POV**

"A couple of weeks?" Oli had shouted from the kitchen, waking me up. I got up from his bed and went into the hall and eves dropped on his conversation. He was on the phone with someone, I just dont know who.

"I still...I will always, love Hannah," he said, with his voice cracking at the end. My chest started aching, then my vision went blurry, and a tear fell from my eye. I cried silently on the hallway floor, feeling broken and useless.

Did he really just use me to forget about her? I kept on asking myself questions, did he really love me? Did he really have feelings? I kept on crying, but after a little bit, I got up and went to Oliver's room. I got my phone off his dresser and texted Mike.

To: Mike
Come pick me up, @ Olivers
Sent at 1:58 A.M.

Luckily for me, Mike was always up at this time.

From: Mike
On my way, see you in 3
Sent at 2:00 A.M

In a little bit Mike texted me that he was here. I grabbed my stuff and walked right past Oliver, feeling my heart break again. I got in the car and cried, again.

"What happened?" He asked. "He... h-he... he loves... someone else..." I said, with my voice cracking at the end. Him and I have only been together for a day, but I had really strong feelings for him.
"What the fuck." Mike said angrily. "Just take me home." I said.

**Oli's POV**

Once I hung up from talking on the phone with Jordan I heard sniffles coming from my room. Fuck. I ran my fingers through my hair and thought about what I was going to tell my boyfriend.

He walked right past me with tear stains on his face, red puffy eyes and an emotionless face.

My heart dropped. Did I really say that. I stopped loving Hannah a long time ago. I can even be friends with her. But I just had to fucking say that. I had to fucking say I loved Hannah.

I freaked out and went to my room and got the bag of cocaine that was in between my mattresses. I quickly inhaled the drug, and hoped my high would come quick. It did. I stopped over thinking about everything.

*4 days later*
Vic
Vic
Vic
Vic
Vic
Vic.

That all that's been running through my mind lately. I missed him so fucking much, i decided to call vic. I wouldn't have done this if I wasn't heart broken. The phone rang a couple of times, and then someone answered.

"H-hello?" He asked, crying obviously.

"I don't love her, and let me please explain myself Vic. Me and Hannah used to be together when I lived in England. I caught her fucking another man in my house, I was heart broken and moved out of Shelffeild got that so far?" I asked him.

"Yes..." He said quietly.

"Okay, Jordan moved out here in San Diego with me because I couldn't stand living in the same town as her, 2 years later I finally get over her bitch ass. 6 months later, Jordan meets Mike. 2 years later, I meet my amazing boyfriend that is hopefully not my ex because im a fucking dick, whos feelings from more than 4 years ago, come back. I'm sorry Vic, I really am," I said crying.

"Why did you say you still love her, like what brought her back to the surface... or whatever...?" Vic asked, quiet still.

"Jordan told me watch out for her since she's in San Diego." I said.

"Oh," was all he said.

"Victor Vincent Fuentes, I'm sorry, I really like you you." I said, tearing up.

"Well I really like you too Oliver, its just that what if I put you in that situation. What if I told Mike I was in love with someone else. How would you feel?" He said, with his voice cracking at the end.

"Like shit," I said, letting a tear escape from my eye.

"Exactly. I'll tell you something tomorrow." He said. I couldn't be here right now, I had to go to the beach to get things off my mind.

I got in my car and went to a beach 45 minutes away from my house, even though there's one 5 minutes away from my house. I parked the car, leaving my phone in it and went to an area on the beach where not many people were.

It was the evening so I'm not suprised that few people were here. I sat on a chair and just thought about everything, I haven't sorted out my thoughts in a while. I loved Vic. I said I loved Hannah, but I dont, those were just old feelings.

Mike hasn't talked to me. Jordan is in his own world. I just felt so alone. I miss Vic so much. I laid on my back and ran my fingers through my hair, sighing, not caring if sand got in it.

I can't lose Vic. I can't lose Vic over some stupid ex whos back in my life. I got up and went back to my car. I had 7 missed calls, from Mike. I quickly called him back and he answered pretty quick too.

"Oli, I need you here, now," he said panicing.

"Whats wrong what happened Mike, calm down," I said, slowly worrying.

"It's Vic, he tried to comm-," I cut him off.

"I'm on my way, take him to the hospital, I'll be there in about 30 minutes," I said quickly starting the car and taking the fastest way to the San Diego Hospital.

"Okay, hurry please." Mike said crying. I hung up, I had a tight grip on the steering wheel. Vic can't be dead, he just cant. I felt a tear roll down my cheek.

It took me about 20 minutes to get to the San Diego Hospital. Once I was there I asked the lady at the front desk, "Is there a Victor Fuentes here?" She said yes and that he was on the 3rd floor. I called Mike.

"Where are you?" I asked as he answered.

"Th-the wai-waiting area o-on t-the thi-third floor." He said crying. Once I got to the third floor I went to the receptionist and asked if Vic was on the floor, she said yes and that I had to go to the waiting room and wait until the doctor releases any new information. I went to the waiting room to see Mike sobbing violently into his hands.

"Mike..." I said slowly.

"He's all I got." He said over his sobs.

"What have they said?" I asked.

"They said he's got a 40% chance of living," he said sobbing. Tears welled up in my eyes, now I was crying. About 10 minutes later a doctor came out with a happy expression.

"Mike Fuentes?" He asked. "Right here," Mike said.

"Your brother Vic is okay, he's asleep now, but we pumped his stomach and we had to give him stitches on the cuts on his thighs and wrists, but now hes doing better than he was when you brought him." My heart dropped, he did that to himself.

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plot twist (:
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