It's hard to love you (olic) (boyxboy)

Chapter 4

**Oli's POV**

It was around 2 A.M and I had the worst cramp in my back and neck, I guess that's what happens when you fall asleep in a chair. I looked around the room, I wanted to go home, but this hospital is about 20 minutes away from my house, walking distance. Mike must've heard me go to the restroom because when I came back he was up. "Hey," I said whispering because Vic was sleeping. "Hey, do you want to go home?" He asked. I've only known him for a couple of days but him and I bonded pretty quickly. "Yea," I answered. "Okay, I'll take you home," he said grabbing the keys off of the seat next to him. We quietly left the room, to not wake up Vic and then went to where I parked the car. Once we were in the car Mike was being quiet, I knew something was up, Mike always talks. "Okay, what's wrong mate?" I asked, kind of worried. "You guys are so close, you guys have so much in common, you guys fucked," he said. "Wait what?" I asked laughing. "You and Vic, he blushes when he talks to you, you guys totally did something Thursday night." He said, sounding disappointed. I couldn't help but laugh. "Whats so funny?" He asked irritated. "Nothing, just the fact that we didn't fuck or anything that you thought of," I said, laughing even more. "Are you serious?" He asked. "Of course I am, I wouldn't lie to you, I said you can trust me mate." I said. "Well then Vic obviously has a thing for you," He said. I started to laugh. We made small talk about random stuff until he dropped me off at my house. I went in and fell asleep.

***5 weeks later***
"No, lets all admit Morgan totally has a thing for Garcia," Vic argued back. Right now we were on his couch, my head was on his lap, this is what we've been doing the past couple of weeks. Vic and I have become really close, and I don't know how I feel about him, he always makes me smile, and when I do drugs he ignores me for a couple of days and I apologize and our friendship is back on track. Everytime he would stop talking to me I felt lonely, like I did when Josh left me, Vic helped me. Days after I went to see Vic in the hospital my drug addiction got worse. Mike had come by once or twice during the week I was close to death (my drug week) and he told me to stop whatever I was doing. Then Vic came by. His soft soothing voice told me over and over this is not the path to take, then he was crying and I was crying because he was crying and yea. Me and him have gotten really close.

"It's 1 in the morning, I have work tomorrow," Vic said pulling me out of my thoughts. We were at his house. "Okay okay, kicking me out so soon," I said with a fake sad face. "Oh shut up, you know you love me," he said making me smile. I got up from his lap and got my phone from the table. "Well I guess I have to go then love," I said. Vic and I had a bromance thing going on. "Well I'll see you tomorrow so don't cry too much," he said laughing. "Well I'll see you tomorrow, love you," I said, blushing at the end. "Love you too," Vic said, making me turn a million shades of red. I left their house I went to my car and went home.

I couldn't sleep, I couldn't stop thinking of Vic. He's so fucking perfect. He has that perfect fucking smile that can light up a room. His hair was so perfect. His eyes, they were a deep brown that you can get lost in. It was now 4 in the morning. I texted him.

To: future bf ;) *vic*
I really fucking miss you >.< come by before you go to work love.
Sent at 4:45 A.M

He must've been up too because he answered pretty quickly.

From: future bf ;) *vic*
I really miss you too, want to talk on the phone?
Sent at 4:47 A.M

To: future bf ;) *vic*
Of course I do
Sent at 4:48 A.M

Right when I sent that I got a call from Vic.

"Hey love," I said.

"Hey," he said.

"Vic, I have to tell you something." I said, with billions of butterflies in my stomach.

"Yea, go ahead," he said calming.

"I love you," I said.

He laughed. "I love you too Oli."

"No Vic, I really love you, I love your laugh and your smile, and your perfect fucking lips." I said, realizing I didnt think about what I said afterwards. The line was quiet.

"Vic?" I asked. I heard sniffles in the backround.

"Are you okay love?" I asked worried now.

"I... I love you too Oli." He said.

"Really?" I asked smiling. A lot.

"Yes, Oli I fell in love with you the day you went with Mike to see me in the hospital. I just never told you because you were on drugs, I hate drugs, thats why me and Mike are always fighting. I hate drugs because my old boyfriend," he said, ugh, I cringed at the word 'boyfriend', I hate jealousy. "He was always high and never gave a shit, he was always doing cocaine and smoking weed and always doing different drugs. And I cared so much, he was my fucking first love, anyways, one day he did heroine, turned out he was allergic, and my dad seen the drugs in my room and he beat the living shit out of me, like he did whenever he felt like it." He started crying again I honestly don't know where this conversation was going, but I didnt really care, I loved his voice. "The day after my dad beat me kellin came over, high of course, and he forcefully kissed me, he ripped my clothes off, even when I told him that I wasn't ready so many times. He... he... he raped me," Vic was crying now, I couldn't help but cry, it sucks to know that Vic had to go through this. "He left me there, feeling dirty and sick. A couple days after that he came by again, high off his ass, and he hit me, over and over and over, and it didn't hurt like my dads hits, but it hurt. I'm telling you this story because this is what drugs did to a good person."

"Oh baby, it hurts so much knowing that about you," I said, yawning. I had gotten pretty tired.

"I don't have work tomorrow Oli, so you should come over," he said.

"I will love, I'm getting tired, but ill stay up with you," I said.

"Okay, thanks, I love you Oli." Vic's amazing voice said.

"I love you too," I said, drifting off to sleep without realizing it.

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What! Plot twist. But there was once kellic? Crazy, but kellin left Vic broken hearted, and like in the last chapter when I said Vic was kicked out of his parents house for making out with kellin, kellin was high and again forced Vic to do things. Kellin was a di.ck to Vic and yea. Sums up that

Anyways, I love you all

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