Daydreamer (payurain)

chapter 10

Rain's POV :

Payu: thats the problem. I can't think about getting rid of you.Lovesick me, even though you don't love me how much I do but still I can't think straight when I look at you.

My heart sank in my tummy, the way he is talking and the way he is looking at me is so hurtful, I can't able to open my mouth and say something and I start sobbing unknowingly........

Looking at me, he sigh ,widen his arms and whispered come to him. I immediately ran towards him, he pulled me into his laps and hugged me tightly. I also clinged to his shoulders and sob into his neck, breathing his scent makes me so much calm down.

After don't know how long, I raised my head to look at him, even though he didnt smile, he just kissed me on forehead and start running his fingers in my hair. We didnt talk anything just holding each other.

I just came up to the office thinking people might start doubting our relationship, but he reacted like this,I can't imagine how he is going to react when he got to know I'm not sky or Mr,wasu's son.I hope he try to understand my situation or I need to run away, run away somewhere he can't able to find me and I don't want to face him being all furious hateful eyes, or I might kill my self.

Looking into his eyes, he still not smiling to me which is making me annoying, while holding onto me,I'm still sitting on his laps but he engage himself in work again. I'm sitting in front of him but still he is reading this shitty document, I don't care if we are in his office but I want his attention,his smile while looking at me so I cup his face,forcing him to look at me. Again this man just giving me straight face so I pulled him into a soft kiss, at first he didnt kiss me back but eventually he gave in and kissed me roughly with his tongue exploring every corner of my mouth and not ready to leave me to take a breath.

After both getting run out of breath, we back off and he gave me a soft smile,so i continuesly start pecking on his lips,cheeks and nose, he giggles a little which made my heart flatter for this man.

We were getting so much into each other but we got interrupted when my phone starts buzzing making me come out of my dreamland.

I saw it was pol,it immediately hit me that saifah was at the hospital and pol was acompany him.so I picked it up while p-payu was looking at me with his frown eyes.

Rain: yes pol, OK ,OK. No problem .thank you so much pol for taking care of p-saifah. Ok byee.

After hearing saifah's name, payu got tensed but covered it up with a straight face,not wanting to show that he is concern for his brother. I know he is not going to ask about him but I'm going to tell him anyways.

Rain: its my friend pol. When yesterday p-saifah called me and told me to find you,he told me that he is in the hospital so I sent my friend pol to acompany him. So he told me that in afternoon, p-saifah is going to get discharge but he don't want to go back to his house, so pol is taking him to our apartment until he gets fully recover.

Payu: you share you apartment with someone?

Rain: not someone phi. He is my best friend and not two but three of us share that apartment me, pol and sky-

Ohh shit. What did I just sayyy???????.

Payu: sky? But your real name is sky right?

Rain: yes phi. We had same name so I changed mine to rain.

Payu: rain suits you alot.

Rain: hmm.

Payu: rain, I want to ask you something?

Rain: yes phi. Tell me.

Payu: will you move in with me?

Rain: WHATTT???  I mean why so suddenly phi?

Payu: what do you mean by suddenly rain? We both have feelings for each other and yesterday we both slept together, don't you want to take next step further with me? Or should I need to take permission from your father. If you want, I can go and talk to him about we both being in a relationship.

Rain: no phi. Wait. Please let me think about it.

Payu: what do you want to think about rain?

Rain: phi please, you are the CEO of this company and I'm just a lowly employee who work for you. And you are the most influencial businessman of this country and I'm nothing phi. Thats why, people might think that I'm with you just for your money and fame but please phi, give me a chance to prove myself as well. I want to prove that I'm worth standing beside you.

Payu: but who said you are just an employee here rain? Your father is one the most famous business man as well.and you are going to take his place after he got retired right?you are working just to get trained. You are going to be a CEO and I know you will leave me behind when it comes to creativity..

Rain: phi please, give me some time na and also did you forget about ple?

Payu: don't worry about her or anything. I'm going to close their chapter now.

Rain: what are you going to do phi?

Payu: you will know soon.

He winked at me while saying this but I don't feel anything right about it.

Rain: phi, if you are going to sue your mother, don't forget that it was p-saifah in that CCTV footage who is transferring that documents. It might ruin his whole career but he is a victim here. His mother manipulated him to do this phi. Please don't take any step that might ruin someone innocent life.

Payu: don't worry. I know what I'm doing.

Rain: will you come and meet p-saifah?

Payu: I don't have anything to do with him now rain. I don't even look at the people who betray me.

Rain: but phi please he is your brother.

Payu: I might have forgive him if he came to me by himself and confess everything. I would have thought to give him a chance. But he choose to stay silent even though he know I was searching for the man who stole our personal information.

Rain: but phi, he maybe got scared that--

Payu: no rain, no need to justify what he did. I know what I'm doing. I think you should by back and help your team to complete that project as soon as possible.

Rain: OK phi.

I got up and came out from his cabin but my heart is feeling so heavy like a heavy stone I put on my chest. It making me so much uncomfortable. By p-saifah's situation, I'm comparing myself with it. Will p-payu forgive me if I go to him and confess everything about me that I'm actually rain not sky, and I'm working here on his CV?? Will he give me a second chance?? Will he understand my situation?? Or he broke up with me after knowing I'm not what he is expecting? Why is it feeling so wrong?? I'm being so nervous and also scared that I might loose him but do I have any option?? I  only have less than a month to make this mess clear. But why do I feel that everything will get ruined soon???........

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