Shawn Mendes Imagines

Breakup

I packed the last few things into a box and taped it shut. I was moving tomorrow. The hardest thing about leaving Pickering was leaving my boyfriend of 2 years, Shawn. I was moving 4 hours away. I texted Shawn to come over and he said he'd be here soon.

I eventually heard a knock on my bedroom door.

"Its open" I yelled

My beautiful boyfriend walked through the door with his perfect smile on his face.

"Hi princess" he said as he walked over to me and sat down on my bed next to me.

"Hi" I said choking back a sob

"Baby girl? What's wrong?" He asked worriedly.

"Shawn..." I said as I turned to face him.

"I'm moving tomorrow and I need to talk to you about.." I said trying to stop the tears from streaming down my face.

"About what princess?" He asked

"About us" I said as a single tear fell from my eye and rolled down my already tear stained cheek.

"What about us?" He asked

"I'm gonna be 4 hours away from you. We will never see each other anymore. Youll say that we will face time everyday but will we really? You're already so busy with your career. I don't know how this long distance thing will work. Shawn I-I think we need to break up." I said my voice going quiet speaking the last sentence.

I looked over at Shawn and saw a tear roll down his cheek.

"Baby, we can make it work." He said sniffling.

"Shawn, we barely have time for us already. I love you so fucking much. I really do but I think this is for the best. You can go out and focus on your career. Always remember that I love you and I'm always gonna be your #1 fan. Shawn I'm sorry it had to come to this." I said sobbing

"Y/N I don't want us to break up. You think I'll be able to focus on my career but honestly it won't be that easy. You help me focus. People say that you are a distraction but you aren't. You keep me going. I love you baby girl I don't want this to end." He said bawling

I had only seen Shawn cry one other time and that was when his cat died. (RIP Jasmine;-;)

"Shawn please don't make this harder on me. I'm fucking struggling with this. This isn't goodbye Shawn. In a few years maybe I'll decide to come back. And if you want we can get back together. I love you baby boy." I said

"Okay y/n. Please never forget about this. About what we have" he paused

"Had" he corrected himself.

"Y/N before I leave can I have one last kiss?" He asked and I nodded

He pulled me into his lap and pressed his soft lips to mine. Our lips moved in sync for a few minutes and I pulled away. I stood up and grabbed a tissue from my small box on my dresser. I wiped my eyes and turned to look at Shawn. He had his head in his hands and he was sobbing silently. He looked up and stood up. He walked over to me and wrapped his arms around me.

"I love you y/n. Never forget that." He said as he planted a kiss on the top of my head.

He let go of me and turned away. He walked towards my door. He reached for the doorknob and stopped.

"Goodbye y/n" he said sadly grabbing the doorknob and walking out of my door.

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Should I do a part 2? Also if you haven't read my new story Baby Girl you should probably read it. Love you guys! ❤

~tessa~