Shawn Mendes Imagines

Memories

"All these precious moments that we carved in stone, are only memories after all."

Shawn's POV:

I stepped back and looked at myself in the mirror. Fixing my black tie, I looked at my eyes. Blood shot and dull. It's been three days since Y/n's beautiful soul left us. I remember the last day I spent with her.

{Flashback}

I woke up with Y/n close to my side. I smiled down on her. "You know Shawn, it's not nice to stare at people." Y/n said smiling with her eyes still shut. "I like looking at beautiful people." I chuckled.

Y/n lightly slapped my shoulder. "You know Y/n." I trailed off. "I love you so much, Never will I ever let you go."

"I love you too Shawn." Y/n said smiling, following with a kiss. "Hmm, how about some breakfast?" I asked y/n. "That sounds great." Y/n replied.

We both got up an raced each other to the kitchen. I won. "The winner gets a kiss." I said with a smirk. "You know you aren't the only winner." Y/n said coming closer to me. "Oh really? How so?" I asked. "Because I have you. And that makes me a winner." Y/n laughed pecking my lips.

"What do you want for breakfast?"

"Hm, pancakes." Y/n replied. "Okay I can do that." I said grabbing the pancakes batter and a pan.

After breakfast we watched movies and talked about our future. "Y/n when we are old and gray, I will look back on all of these precious moments, that we carved in stone are all just going to be memories after all." I said holding her hand. "Yeah I guess they will be won't they."

"When I wake up to your footsteps, as you get up out of bed, they make a song that sounds so simple but it dances in my head." I trailed off. "A melody so perfect, that it gets me through the day. And the thought of us forever is one that won't ever go away."

"Shawn. When we are old and gray. We will look back at all of the fights that we have had, all of the dates, all of the times you held me as I cried. All of the "I Love You's". everything. We will remember everything." Y/n replied. "And I couldn't be more grateful."

I smiled at her for the millionth time. "Thank you."

"Shawn what for?" Y/n trailed off. "For loving me." I whispered back at her. Y/n kissed me passionately, smiling. We broke the kiss and  y/n rested her head on my chest.

"Shawn I have to go back home, I have a lot of homework to do." Y/n said getting up, grabbing her purse and keys. "Okay baby girl, text me when you get home so I know you're okay." I said embracing her in a hug. "Okay I will." Y/n replied. "I love you baby." I said kissing her one last time. "I love you too."

She hopped in her car and took off.
When she left I fell back asleep on the couch.

{Five hours later}

I was woken up to my phone ringing. It was.  Y/n's mom. "Mrs. Y/l/n, how are you?" I asked. "I'm not good Shawn. Have you seen y/n? Did she drive over to your house? Please tell me she's at your house." Y/n's mom said frantically into the phone. "No. I haven't seen her since she left the house this morning." I replied becoming more and more worried. "Shawn she left saying she was going to the store four hours ago." Y/n's mom yelled into the phone, crying.

"Mrs. Y/l/n, please calm down. I'm sure she's okay." I said trying to reassure her. "Shawn, I'm getting a call from the hospital. I'm going to call you back." The line went dead.

I threw my phone across the room and ran out to my jeep. I was running all of the red lights and going way over the speed limit.

Once I got to the hospital I ran to the front desk. "Last name y/l/n." I said frantically. "Room 336." The nurse replied quickly. I ran to up to the third floor and to y/n's room.

When I got to her room I see y/n and her parents. "What's going on?" I asked out of breath. "She's in a coma. She was hit by a drunk driver." Mrs. Y/l/n said with a crack in her voice. "No." I whispered, tears coming to my eyes.

"Can I have a minute alone with her please?" Y/n's parents agreed and left the room.  I sat next to her and held her hand. "Y/n, I'm sorry this is happening to you. But I have hope that you can make it. Please make it." I whispered to her. "I will always remember how we wrote our story, and we sang our songs."
"You will make it Y/n. I know you will. Please y/n come back to me." I said crying. "I need you here, without you..... I'm nothing." I whispered to her.  "If you can hear me just know that I will always love you y/n. I love you so much." I whispered in her ear, then kissing her forehead.

I sat down and minutes later, I heard something I never wanted to hear. The line went flat. "Y/n?, Y/n?" I yelled feeling her pulse. No pulse. "Help me! Someone please help!" I yelled as loud as I could. "No y/n please don't leave me! Come back to me please!" I yelled. 

Nurses and doctors started flooding the room. I quickly kissed her cheek and whispered another I love you. Before the doctors started to shove me out of the room.

At 5:35 pm, the love of my life was gone.

{End of flashback}

I wiped my eyes and took a deep breath.

I took a step in front of her grave. "I love you  y/n. Rest in peace." I whispered before walking away from her grave.

"I guess they will only be memories after all...."