Shawn Mendes Imagines

Pregnant

I look down at the 3 sticks in my hand. All positive.

No, that can't be true. I can't be pregnant. I lean against the door and slide down. I put my head in my hands and cry.

I have to tell Shawn. But how? What if he leaves me? We aren't engaged or married. We've been together for 4 years, but I don't think we're ready for this. Hes already never around as is because touring. I can't do this! I just can't.

God what do I do? Do I break up with him? No that would crush him. I feel myself shaking and its getting harder to breathe.

Shit I'm having a panic attack. I stand up and open the cabinet. I grab my anxiety pills and take one. I calm down a little and I look at the sticks again. I put my hand on my flat stomach and sniffle.

There's something in there growing.

I walk out of the bathroom and into mine and Shawn's shared bedroom. I'll tell Shawn tonight.

I go look in the mirror and I look like a total mess. My eyes are puffy and red. Tear stains on my cheeks. My hair all over the place. I go to the closet and pick out some clothes.

Since I'm just gonna be at home I put on a pair of black leggings and one of Shawn's t-shirts.

I sit on the bed and check my phone.

New Message from Baby Boy<3

S: Hey princess!! I'm gonna be home a little early today. I love you sooo much baby girl<3333

Y: I love you too cutie! What time are you gonna be here??

S: About 4ish

Y: Okay. I lobe youuuuu
Y: Love*
Y: K phone that's cool

S: Aww babe I lobe you too

Y: ._.

S: :*

Y: So done with you

S: ;-;

Y: Go finish your job...

S: okay... Love you

Y: I love you too

I smiled and checked the time.

1:15

Okay so I have some time to think of a way to tell him. After a few minutes of thinking I still had nothing.

I started feeling a little nauseous. The feeling grew quickly and I felt sick. I ran to the bathroom and threw up.

I brushed my teeth and walked into the living room.

As time came closer I grew more nervous. Would he be mad? Happy maybe? Or maybe disappointed. I but my lip and anxiously waited.

4:00 came around and almost instantly the front door opened. My breathing halted. He walked into the room and smiled.

"Hey baby girl!" He said excitedly.

"Hey" I basically whispered.

"Princess whats wrong?" He asked

I started crying.. Hard.

"Hey hey baby girl don't cry." He said picking me up.

I wrapped my legs around his waist and sobbed into his neck. He sat down on the couch, me in his lap.

"Please don't get mad" I said sobbing.

"Baby girl please tell me"

"Shawn" I said faintly

He looked at me with worry in his eyes.

"I'm pregnant." I said sniffling.

I looked at him and saw that all the color had drained from his face. He looked lifeless. He moved his hand off my waist and put them through his messy hair.

I stood up and walked upstairs to our bedroom. I sat down on the bed and started sobbing uncontrollably.

After a few minutes I heard Shawn walk up the stairs. I heard a knock on the door.

"Baby girl can I come in?" He asked

''Y-yeah" I sniffled

He walked in and sat behind me. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me closer to him.

"Baby girl its okay"

"Everything is okay, you don't have to cry"

"Baby girl, please stop crying or I'm gonna cry." He said comforting me.

I calmed down and stood up. I turned around and looked at him. He stood up and walked over to me. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me into a hug. Fresh tears rolled down my cheeks. I sniffled and he picked me up again. I shoved my face into his neck and started crying again. Damn these hormones.

"Princess, your don't have to cry, its okay. Everything is okay." He said calmly.

"Y-you aren't-t m-mad" I said looking at him.

"Y/N why would I be mad? It takes 2 people to make a baby. It wasn't your fault." He said soothing me.

I nodded and put my face in his neck. I felt him sit down on our bed. He started rubbing my back and singing softly. After I completely calmed down I moved my face from him neck and looked at him.

"I love you Shawn" I said

"I love you too baby girl" he replied

"What are we gonna do?" I said while putting my head on his chest.

"I don't know, but we'll make it work princess. I promise." He said

I smiled and kissed him. He kissed back and our lips moved together in perfect harmony. He pulled away slowly and pressed his forehead against mine. I pecked his lips one more time and got off his lap. I was about to walk out of the room when he stopped me. He got down on his knees and lifted up my shirt.

"Hey baby, even though I just found out about you, I love you soo much. You and your mommy are both my world. If you're a little girl, I hope you look just like your mommy, because she is the most beautiful girl in the world. I'll protect you from all the boys that try to hurt you. If you're a little boy I can't wait to teach you how to get a girl, and treat her right. I can't wait to meet you. I'll teach you how to play guitar and sing! I love you baby." He said and he planted a sweet kiss on my flat stomach.

A tear fell down my cheek. Shawn stood up and wiped it. He planted a sweet kiss onto my lips. He pulled away and rested his forehead against mine.

"You're gonna be an amazing dad" I said smiling up at him.

"And you, my princess, will be an amazing mother" he smiled and kissed me.
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