Neverland||Panfic

Chapter 11

Asben's POV:

"I am so minddullingly bored!" Wendy sighs annoyed. "Wendy, please, you know it's best if we stay here. Don't complain." I reply without looking at her. I have been practicing my magic now more than ever. Peter should be able to sense it, but if he were to follow the trail of magic it would disappear and lead him on a goose chase.

"I didn't say anything about leaving." She mumbles. "You were thinking it." I smirk. "Whatever, I'm going to sleep." She grunt. I nod and follow suit. Eventually I enter the familiar confort of sleep.
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I'm on a chair in front of a table. The dining area is outside in a garden. Extravagent flowers of all colors are on both sides of me.

"Admiring the view?" A voice asks. I keep my sight on the beautiful flowers, "Peter why must you haunt me. My waken moments are one thing but must you intrude on my dreams?" I ask without so much as eye contact. Peter laughs, "Love, you let me in your dream. I kindly accepted the invitation."

"Peter, what do you want?" I question. "You." He whispers quietly. "Too bad." I answer in the same tone. His ca;m feature changes into a sad expression. "Listen, don't trust me. Outside of your dreams I'm not me. I cannot tell you why, just trust me." He blurts. "Oh trust you but don't trust you?  That makes sense." I say standing up from the table and walking away towards another section of the garden.

Peter follows. "Please listen." He pleads. I turn around a laugh, "I should listen to you? Pan, all I've done is listen. I have loved you and forgiven you. Hell, I even let you be with TinkerBelle." I spit.

"You called me Pan....." he responds quietly. His green eyes are now gentle and caring. "So..?" I say trying to keep my brave facade. "You're the only one that still calls me Peter....please don't change that." He replies. "You're not getting it, you betrayed me. I don't take orders from you anymore." I fume.

"No, you're not getting it. This is bigger than us. If you don't stop me in the outside world than we'll all die," he explains, traces of annoyance now becoming audible. "You're a liar, Peter." I say, mostly to myself.

"Let me show you." He whispers.

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"Papa? Where are you going?" A young boy asks the older man. It's too dark to tell who they are but I can definitely distinguish an age difference.

"I'm leaving you." The man says dully. All trace of emotion gone. "But pa-"

"No, I should have never had you. You were a careless mistake. Goodbye boy." The man said and with that the young boy collapses onto the ground. The man leans down. "I'm so sorry I failed you son. I promise, one day I'll become something. I'm doing this for our family. For your mother." The man stands up and starts walking towards us.

It's Peter.

This is the story of his son....... "Peter, why did you show me this?" I whisper. "Because you have to know see this to understand what came next. Just please keep an open mind." He answers shifting the dream into another world.

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We're back on Neverland, but this time it's empty. It's just him....any myself. I'm laying next to him asleep. "Asben, I promise I won't make the same mistakes I made when I was a boy. I won't lose you. You're going to hate me in time, I just hope it'll all pay off."

A black shadowy mist forms in front of us. "Pan...are you ready?" The mist asks. "Shadow, what will become of this island." He asks. The shadow laughs. "You will keep your youth, become king, have magic, and make something of yourself. Why? Are you thinking about backing out?" The shadow questions.