Sunghoon oneshots!

Worthy pt 3

Guess who decided to finally update and finish this oneshot series after 1 month so I don't get a bounty on my head~
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"I... I never noticed. I mean, I've had a feeling something was wrong with Sunghoon, but I never realized it seemed like we had favorites. I never asked him, though, because he would push us away or ignore us before anything else could be done or said. I feel so bad, but... so angry, too. At us, I mean. How could we have messed up this bad? How could I have, I'm the fucking leader..." Jungwon stopped crying a while ago, as it was a habit now to only let himself show his true feelings for a little. But his eyes kept shimmering with unshed tears; he and everyone else were still in complete disbelief from what had just happened and from founding out what really has been bothering Sunghoon. Everyone hated how sad and broken their precious Hoon truly felt on the inside. But it was still too harsh of a reality for anyone else to fully take in the situation yet. Jungwon decided to head to Sunghoon's room by himself then, hoping for even a little interaction or potentially some sort of agreement.

What a blind leader I am. I don't even think Sunghoon will ever forgive me and I just want to kill myself for that. I want to try and make things right with him, and everyone else should too. As a good start, I think we should start doing more group activities together. Jungwon was deep in thought and hadn't even noticed he had reached Sunghoon's room.

Ok... let's do this.

Jungwon knocked on Sunghoon's door. He heard a muffled noise, prompting him to knock again but more firmly.

"W-What..."

Jungwon's heart shattered at how broken Sunghoon's voice sounded.

"S-Sunghoon hyung, I... I know fixing this whole thing might... take some time but we'll be there for you, always. Please take your time. We'll make time and... space for you anytime and anywhere. Just... don't lock yourself away for too long please... We are extremely sorry. We truly do and always have loved you."

And with that, Jungwon walked away before Sunghoon could speak, giving him some time for himself.

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Sunghoon didn't even know why he made such a scene. Yeah, he was frustrated, upset, and sad, but... did he really need to be so fucking dramatic? He let his emotions go out of control and know he knows nobody wants to be around him ever again. But before Sunghoon could start with his self-deprecating thoughts again, someone knocked on his door. He hated how unstable he sounded when all he said was, "what", but he forgot all his prior thoughts when he basically heard a speech about how he's not alone and that he's actually cared for, wanted, loved... and of course, it was none other than his leader delivering such a speech. He heard Jungwon walk away before he could give him a "thank you" or some sort of noise of acknowledgement, but he knows nothing would've come out of his mouth anyways; tears were falling down his face again. Whether they were because he was still sad or happy from what Jungwon said, he doesn't know. But one thing he does know, or at least something he can hope for, is that maybe, just maybe... he can find his place among Enhypen.

(It would've been fine if I ended this oneshot here and it would've been less work for me anyways... but I'm not that evil...)

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Just how mistaken could Sunghoon have been? Don't get him wrong. His members were truly including him now and made sure everyone had fun when they were together. They check up on him once in a while and they now have 'therapy circles'. It's where everyone sits in a circle every Sunday and projects their thoughts and feelings. Sunghoon was truly grateful, but now, it wasn't his members' fault as to why he was mentally breaking down again... it was his fucking packed schedule.