-Jisungs POV-
Me and Minho got in the house, and he turned me around.
"Are you ok? you were silent on the way back."
"I'm fine." I say blatantly.
"You promise?"
"Yes. yes pr-promise."
"Ok... just, don't go out doing anything stupid. You said you would kill them. The last thing you need is blood on your hands, and I seriously mean this. Don't. Be. Stupid"
"Who are you to tell me whether to be stupid or not. If I want to be stupid, I'll be stupid." my whole world went red again, I started getting suspicious of this.
"Y-Your eyes just... went r-red" Minho stammered.
"What are you talking about?" I ask, and my vison was covered in a light, but still seeable gray.
"I don't have to be anyone to tell you to be safe. to tell you to not be stupid. to make sure you're ok. Or do I?"
"What?" I asked. he went back to the conversation that we are having before he told me what he meant by my eyes going red. "Y-You said my eyes went red. What did you mean by that?"
"What?" He asked. "Are you ok?"
"What do you mean?"
"Your eyes never went red. if they did, I wouldn't have told you. I would have run to chan." He unintentionally admitted.
"Oh, so... your scary?"
"No, I'm not scary. it's just, if your eyes went another color... it immediately means your possessed. And I don't even wanna be the slightest bit of close to you if you are."
"B-But... you DID say my eyes went red."
"Jisung... go lay down.
"What?" I asked
"Go. lay down- do I have to be clearer?"
My whole world went blue, and I felt so... unwanted, so abused, memories from what my parents did came back. just from his choice of tone. God... I feel so weak.
"Y-Your eyes just went blue" he said, and I looked at him, my world going dull again. no color. just grey. "Why are you still here? Go!"
I jumped a bit and ran in my room.
[Seungmin's POV]
Chan told me everything. well I think.
(10 minutes ago)
[Chan's POV
"Also, I just got my face blown up with an unnecessary greeting of a shit ton of sex things. Care to explain?" Seungmin asked.
"A little" I stated honestly
He smacked the back of my head, and I knew I had to tell him.
"Fine. Well, I don't know if you know him, but he's one of my friends. Hwang Hyunjin?"
"The player?" Seungmin stated.
"Y-Yeah... the p-player." I didn't really like people calling him a player. They always assumed before they knew for sure, what was going on.
"Then yeah, I know who you're talking about. He tried flirting with me once. Got irritated that I didn't seem affected by it. rolled his eyes and immediately went to another boy."
"Well yeah that dude." I started again, not wanting to apologize for his behavior. whenever I did, I would have to tell him, and he hated when I interfered with his love life. He would know I did, because that person would start to be nice to him, or at least not make it seem like he totally played them. He liked it when the people he 'played' were mean to him. Aside from there face, because he 'plays' a lot of people, their trashy attitude towards him would help him put aside the people he already tried.
"He and I are friends. In fact, I'm one of the only people he really trusts. He's knows as a player, as you know. Thats why he has all those toys... to see who ever he tries out is into the same sex context as he is. Like whether they're into blocking. Not being able to release whenever they want to... by force. Also, he's not a player."
"What do you mean he's 'not a player' ?"
"I mean he's not a player"
"How?"
"It's not my place to say, but, if you get close to him, maybe he would tell you himself."
"I don't wanna get close with that sex rat"
"Watch your mouth. That's my friend you're talking about. I already clarified that he wasn't a player. If you don't wanna earn his trust, then it's just the simple fact that you don't get to know. If you do want to know, then you yourself have to earn it. Either way, don't talk about him like that." I say, being cold with my words. Yes I just met him, but I knew hyunjin far longer. Of course I'm gonna stick up for him.
"Ok ok, damn, you don't gotta get so mean. It's just a name."
"Yeah Seungmin, a name he doesn't deserve"
"Ok..."
"Say it"
He looked up at me with a confused face. "What?"
"Say it"
"Say what?"
"Sorry."
"Bitch? No, I'm not saying sorry, yeah he's your friend, doesn't mean I have to say sorry"
"Ok... Jisung went back to his parents, we dont know what happened, and what WILL happen. But if he dies, I'm laughing my ass off."
"YOU TAKE THAT BACK"
"No... just because he's your friend doesn't mean I have to take it back-"
"Sorry. Ok I'm sorry. Sorry, sorry, sorry. Happy now?? Now take it back." He said, almost being on the verge of crying.
"I-I take it back. I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you c-cry."
"Well you did" he says, letting his tears fall and I started to feel really down, like, I let him down.
I reach forward and pulled him into a hug.
(A/N: There both in the bed)
(Now)
[seungmins POV]
"So, what do you like during sex?" Bangchan asked.
"What?"
"Kinks??" He asked me.
"Well I have this kink where... I like to hold my pee in."
"Hahah what?"
"I don't know" I whine. "I just guess it really turns me on"
"Wow"
"Handcuffs, knife play, I like the blocking thing, it's gives... dominance. Dominating is hot"
I smiled, feeling me and him getting closer.
"Maybe... I might wanna talk to this hyunjin guy"
"Well... we have school tomorrow so... start off with what you can do"
I smiled wider, liking the idea of getting closer to him after all.
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Ummmmmm Im really sorry I didn't publish for a while, I was stuck on it's my fault and... it's my fault that I can't concentrate on two books at one time. But I promise I'm gonna start trying to do better.
I hope you guys liked this chapter as much as I did. The beginning I didn't like so much but.. it's whatever. It only matters if you guys liked it.
Also I checked who was reading this book, I'm really happy I have people from all around the world reading!!
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