No... this can't be right.
"No...nonononono" my knees gave out and decided to collide with the cold hard cement ground. I could feel me tears threating to fall. The one time I finally feel like I'm loved by my parents. My mom. My dad. Anyone. And their just gone. Poof. Gone
"T-the one time, t-t-the on-only time, just gone. P-poof. Poof??" The tears were making my vision blurry, and I started to shake my head. Not wanting to believe that this was real.
"...damn" Minho said and some of my tears finally fell, when I slowly turned my head to look at him silently.
"i-i-i mean... o-oh nooo, i-im so sorry" he said, trying to fix everything.
I didn't want to cry anymore, all I felt was anger. Angry that now I know they weren't mean by choice. Angry that I couldn't know earlier. Angry at myself for liking the feeling of being loved by them. Angry at myself for not believing that they were just being nice because they were about to die. But I know that isn't true.
I got up and started banging on the door. I was fuming. A few guys that were armed and dressed in all black, not allowing us to acknowledge their faces, snatched the door open.
"What did you do?"
One of the guys looked everywhere except my way, like I was blind. Like he was asking me 'are you dumb?'
"I killed them. Your parents. I'm guessing you were here when I did so. So... why are you asking?"
I stared at them. Him, the dude beside him, and the bunch of men walking up behind them. The guy I was talking with scoffed and looked at me.
"I will kill you. I will kill everyone here. I'll get my revenge. I promise."
The guy's eyes went empty. Emotionless. "Not before we kill you"
My whole world flashed red, and the guy gulped. He started backing up a bit and I got a bit skeptical. I glared and turned and started walking away. I was madder than anything.
The walk was quiet and pretty awkward. Not for me but more than likely for Minho. I was focused on getting my vison right. This whole situation was so weird. My eyes wouldn't go back to normal. I didn't even know what it was in the first place.
My vision never stopped being painted red. It looked... interesting. I was trying to see why I was even seeing red, to be focused on how weird this walk might have been. I got pulled out of my thoughts when I heard a voice talk to me.
"You said you would kill them... and you promised. I have no problem with you saying you'd kill them... But you promised. Maybe you shouldn't have. As much of the disrespectful rat that I am... I believe in always keeping your promises."
"Who said I won't keep it?" I say, staring wholes into his eyes, and at that moment, my world turned into a deeper red. What the hell was going on?
Seungmin's POV
I woke up from the bed I was in and immediately hoped on my phone. I was scrolling on TikTok, and I stopped on a video. It was one of those videos where they tell you all about how they thought their neighborhood was safe and then they found out it wasn't when they downloaded the app Newsbreak.
I was always looking at these videos and I was honestly getting super annoyed. Maybe it I download the app; it'll stop giving me adds about it.
I went to the app store and downloaded the app. I signed in and everything and went to check out my neighborhood. It said there was a shooting 5 minuets ago. Damn. I didn't hear anything.
I suddenly had the urge to pee, and I wanted to hold it in so bad, but... I was trying to get out of that habit. I guess it became a... kink.
I walked to the bathroom that was connected the room I was staying in and opened the door. I was a bit shocked to be greeted with such a big bathroom. It was white, shiny, and because it was spacious, it was weird that it was spotless. But the thing was. I saw someone else's stuff here. Some body scrubs. Rags that were hung up on a metal rack. Also, boxers.
I saw a door in the bathroom, and I went to go open it. All I found was tubes and tubes of lube. Sex toys, multiple cock rings and condoms. I closed the door and left the bathroom.
I remember Chan telling me about a bathroom in the hallway, but no way I was going alone.
So, I started walking to the room Ji was in.
I was gonna make him come with me to the bathroom whether he liked the idea or not. I wasn't familiar with this house or any of the people in it except for him. At least Ji got ran over by Chan.
I went to knock on the door, and I got no response, so I just opened the door... to find out that he wasn't even there. Neither was the guy close with Chan.
I was scared and didn't know what to do. I went to go check his phone and saw all of the messages sent between him and his parents. What did they mean by they were sorry. That they loved him? They never did.
And what was up with the uppercase letters in the last sentence.
Thats dumbass didn't go... right?
Chan's POV
I was sleeping soundlessly before I felt something collide harshly with my forehead. I jump up, finding out that it was Seungmin's hand. I'm pretty sure that left a mark. I sat up in the bed and coved my entire head when seungmin, without any warning, turned on the light.
I'm convinced he doesn't care about me. At all. Not one bit. Not even a singl-
"Jisung and Minho aren't here"
"What do you mean there not here?"
"I mean that there not here. Look. I'm guessing Minho went with him."
He gave me Jisungs phone, and I looked at him for permission to read anything.
"I gave you the phone for a reason. What else would you do with it? Eat it?"
I read the messages between him, and his parents and I was sad, confused and upset. I didn't know what to do.
"Also, I just got my face blown up with an unnecessary greeting of a shit ton of sex things. Care to explain?" Seungmin asked.
"A little" I stated honestly
He smacked the back of my head, and I knew I had to tell him.
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