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THIS STORY CONTAINS MATURE SCENES , STRONG LANGUAGE, USE OF TOBACCO


     My eyes flutter from the morning sun beaming on my delicate skin . My heart still stuck in my stomach causing me to feel nauseous.

   I run to my bathroom and ****   on how sick I feel within my soul . I clean myself and crash to the floor crying alone .

Eventually I make my way back to my room too see what time it was .

             10:00

Lue ~ " shit , I'm late for school "

   I didn't care , I didn't want to go ; I've never missed a day of school I have perfect attendance. But I don't care anymore .

I check my phone and see , 4 missed calls from Liam 10 text from Liam , 2 text from Hannah , 1 text from Lucas , 5 text from William , 3 text from Haylee , 1 text from dad .

                                    Liam

Liam ~ I'm home
11:00pm yesterday

Liam ~ hello
11:40pm yesterday

Liam ~ babe why aren't you at school ?
8:30am today

Liam ~ hello why aren't you here ?
9:00am today 

Liam ~ why are you ignoring me lue ?
9:02am today

Liam ~ what ever
9:04am today

Liam ~ Lue William told me you found out , I promise it isn't what it looks like !
9:10am today

Liam ~ Lue please let me explain
9:11am today

Liam ~ I know it was stupid but I was trying to save you from the truth of your mom ! Yes it was fucked but I didn't think I would fall in love with you , but I did !
9:12am today

Liam ~ baby please I'm begging you it isn't what it seems like yes I made a bad choice I iwas afraid , I wasn't expecting to catch feelings for you so fast and I completely forgot I even made that bet ! PLEASE .
9:14am today

                                   Hannah

Hannah ~ Lue I'm sorry we didn't tell you we wanted him to tell you .
9:00am today

Hannah ~ lue ??
9:14am
  
                               Lucas

Lucas ~ lue are you okay ?
8:25am
                                William

William ~ lue I'm so sorry
12:00am today

William ~ lue please answer
1:00am today

William ~ please
1:10 am today

William ~ lue I'm sorry please
6:00am

William ~ please let us know if your okay
8:45 am today

                               Haylee

Haylee ~ hey lue hope you're okay ?
12:30 am today

Haylee ~ you didn't show for school geussing it was about you I'm sorry
8:30 am today

Haylee ~ text me if you need a friend
8:45 am today

                              Dad

Dad ~ hey baby doll . I don't know what happen but I'm here for you . Elijah will be staying with us a little longer his dad messed up again I was going to tell you last night . I let you sleep in . I love you
6:00am today

   Tears form in my eyes as I throw my phone across my room . I see the picture of me and Liam on my night stand .

I grab the framed photo , I look at it for a moment wishing this was a dream my arms slinging it at my wall putting glass everywhere cause it to *** my knee as some glass flew back .

I slide gently down my wall with my back against it putting my head against my knees . Sobbing my eyes out .

Shoes jogging to my room , my door opens and Elijah stands for a moment looking at the mess . I thought I was home alone , I figured he would be at school .

He doesn't ask questions just gently picks me up , and carry's me to my bathroom counter . He wipes my tears ; the rambles through my cabinet to find the first aid kit . 

He knells down , his  shoulders meeting my knees . His delicate hand holds my foot and the other bandaging my wound .

Elijah ~ " lue tell me what's going on "

I couldn't speak . My heart hurts I've never been through something like this I feel used and ashamed .

Elijah lifts me up and carry's me to what I thought was going to be my room ; instead he carry's me to the guest room basically his room .

He sat me on his bed in silence, He takes off his cut off muscle shirt .

He picks out a white t shirt from his closet and blue and black stripped underwear of his , and freshly washed socks . He walks to the bathroom and walks back

Again Elijah Goldsmen picking me up in his arms bringing me to the bathroom as he locks the door . He runs warm water in the luxury tub .

He puts my favorite bubbles that smell of lavender he doesn't know that's my favorite. He lights my candle, and approaches me

Elijah ~ may I ?
He says in a worried , passionate tone

I nod allowing him to take care of me  as I cry

He gentle takes off my dirty oversized t , his arms reaching behind me to undo my lace black bra allowing my breast to fall in place .

He sets me on my feet , unties my pink Victoria secret pajamas shorts . Leaving me in my red lace panties .

He glides my panties off leaving me completely naked in front of him for the first time . He hurry's and takes off his pants allowing every part of him to show .

He lifts me up once more holding me tight , he steps into the warm bubbly water and sits down turning my back to him and holding me close .

He gently washes my body , unclips my beautiful hair and begins to wash it thoroughly and rinses . Then allows me to rest for a while till the water chilled .

He stands up covers him self and gets dressed . He sits on my toilet with the top closed and offers me his hand . He wraps a white towel around my tanned skin .

He twists me around and asks me to sit on a towel  layed across the bathroom floor . He gently pats my hair dry , he begins to brush my hair ; then stands me up .

He wipes my soapy feet off and softly dries my legs and thighs off ; he tells me to spread my legs to allow him to dry my vagina nothing sexual, just passionately wanting to take care of me .

He grabs his boxers and bends over for me to slide my feet in . I glide my hands on his defined shoulders as he slides them on me with nothing underneath.

He puts his shirt over my head , then arms and carry's me once more in his arms to his room without letting me go he puts us in his bed holding me his chest to my back .

Without realizing it my mouth began to speak

Lue ~ Liam took my virginity for a bet .

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