No Way Back.
Should I bend my head in shame,
because my heart chose you,
because my ego and my pride kneeled before you?
Should I bend my head in shame because my heart chose you?
I do.
I did bend my head in shame.
Should I repent,
should I repent and say sorry for all the ways that I lashed out, like a caged being,
fighting with the Fates?
I have,
I have repented.
I have said that I am sorry.
And now,
there is no way back.
The path to that once sacred place-
where I wanted to love you,
all of that place now lie in ruins-
barren, desolate, haunted...
Yes.
Now there is no way back.
For the way back is a tortured, terrible place-
closed forever.