I am uncertain.
I hate that I don't know.
Am I ever gonna feel anything for anybody?
For anyone?
My mind is a mess.
Is it feminine or masculinity that I'm 'attracted' to best?
I'm all mixed up.
I find him 'attractive'.
But is it her I really want to hold hands with?
Is this even a crush?
Or is this just some thought in my head?
I swear I kinda like him.
I know she's pretty sweet.
But after just an day or so- these 'feelings'
are gone from me.
My mind is a mess.
Is it the idea of feminine or masculinity that I'm 'attracted' to best?
