What the fuck is a crush?
I mean, a real one.
The ones you hear about in music.
And see on TV
Why haven't I ever felt butterflies
Or ever had someone stuck on my mind who's not a friend.
A crush isn't supposed to be somebody close to me.
I want somebody to crush on.
Please,
I feel left out.
Well, no...
I care greatly about this, but at the same time I don't.
Maybe I don't want somebody 's hand to hold.
