The Perfect Life

Their lore

So I didn't get to include a lot of things I wanted to and I decided I'm going to just put in literally all of their lore if you want to read it. Some parts are very similar in the story. Also when I wrote this lore I didn't care too much about the way I wrote it so it switches from first to third person a lot. I apologize in advance. Now.. Here we go.

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Nyx character lore

It started when i was four. My parents started abusing me and that lasted until I moved out. Not long after I moved out though. Something terrible happened. Well it was not long after I moved out of their house. They called me and being me I picked up. They told me abusive things and how I deserved to die and they were glad they didn't have to see me anymore. They told me they were going out to celebrate not having to deal with me anymore then hung up. Tears flooded down my face and I wasn't thinking straight. Since they said they weren't gonna be home I grabbed a lighter and gasoline and drove to their house. They lived more out in the country. Once I got there tears were still flooding down my face. I grabbed the gasoline and poured it in a circle around their house. I then used the lighter a-and... Lit their house on fire. I then waited there for a bit. Watching their house slowly start to burn before hearing screams. After hearing them scream, more tears ran down my face as I realized they were still inside. I yelled "MOM!!! DAD!!! WAIT I'M SORRY PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME!!!" I was panicking. I didn't have anything to stop the fire as their screams got louder and louder and then j-just... S-stopped... I yelled and yelled more as their house burned with them inside. I never wanted them to get hurt or die. I just wanted to get revenge by destroying their house. I wasn't thinking straight. I guess they hadn't left yet but I didn't know a-and... Now they're gone. It's not like they didn't deserve it but after I realized they died in there I just cried and cried. No one was around for miles so no one knows what happened.

This year I was so tired. I just turned 19. I continued to try to be positive and good but I was done. One day I was so low and after the fifth ex abused me I snapped. I walked to a busy bridge feeling sad, tired, and done. I sat on the fence leaning forward and backward wondering if I should jump. June was walking on the bridge and saw me and ran as fast as she could to stop me while yelling "NO DON'T NYX PLEASE YOU CAN'T DON'T LEAVE! PLEASE WE NEED YOU! I LOVE YOU!" I slowly pushed off and fell. A mix of emotions hit me. Everything was going in slow motion. I felt happy but sad. Mad but glad. I also just processed what June had said. Love me? Me? How could anyone? I was going to die when a big boat sped up to catch me. I landed on a crate of some grapes so my fall didn't hurt that much. Helicopters, ambulances, cops, and firetrucks all showed up. I was barely awake and the last thing i saw was some doctors rushing towards me but my vision was very blurry.

Five of my ex's have also abused me.

So everyday I usually wake up on the street. I haven't told June about it because I don't want to burden her and make her worry. Usually a bit of bruises or wounds from the wild animals or just people. I use some janky cheap stuff to try and get ready and go to work. My boss once again threatens to fire me because of how I look. After my job it's usually 6 and I look for some cheap place to spend the tiny bit of money I have. Oh! But there's usually a black cat I see that likes me! That's usually the best part of my day... Then I try to find a more secret alleyway to sleep and repeat. Eventually when Nyx lives in a house she brings the cat with her as it's very fond of her and followed her when she tried to leave. She named it Teeth >:3

I also have depression, anxiety, separation anxiety, social anxiety, Haphephobia, insomnia, Phonophobia, PTSD, ADHD tendencies, and suicidal thoughts. And get mental breakdowns and panic attacks sometimes. Also I'm a really light sleeper if I actually manage to fall asleep.

After I tried to kill myself I got put in a mental asylum where I had to tell them everything. In the mental hospital I actually made a best friend named Cloud and we snuck each other our phone numbers and are still besties. After 2 years in there and 4 years of therapy I actually was a lot better. I was in therapy while in the mental hospital. I went to college a bit after I got out of the mental hospital but I was still in therapy. and eventually rented a house to live in. After all that I got a bf again but after dating him for a year I found out he used me for money and cheated on me. I broke up with him and a year later asked out my best friend June. We were childhood friends since I was 4. I'm Omniromantic and asexual and she's Lesbian. Now we're married and have been together for 7 years. We got married after being together for 5 years. We just adopted 2 kids. A 16 year old girl who they named opal and her 11 year old younger brother who they named Jasper. Their parents were abusive and barely took care of them. Then their parents died in a shooting and we adopted them. I'm 32 and June is 33