I've already been home for more than a week and it still seems weird as fuck, I've never been away from Lan and it's a feeling that I was so unsure about.
"Morning TerBear, how are you feeling?"
"At this point, I'm beginning to feel lost. I've never been away from Lando. I miss him really bad. Is that really bad to say?"
"Absolutely not. It's completely normal for you to feel like this. You've never experienced this before, so it's all new for you"
"I physically can't win at this point. If I stay away from home for too long, I become homesick and now that I'm home, I feel physically sick being away from him. Help me please"
"As much as I would love to help, I can't seem to help you there. This is what love looks like and it's fucking addictive"
"Sex is the same. It's like a drug that I can't seem to get enough of"
"No wonders why you are always glowing when I speak to you. It's from all the sex you've been having with Lando"
"Guilty. I'm always tired by the end of the night. It's a job well done to be honest with you"
"Girl, there's never a weird time between us to talk about sex"
I just giggle at her.
Wednesday 05/06/2024
My phone is going off at 9am, it's Lan FaceTiming me.
L❤️
"Hey baby, everything okay?"
"Yeah, just miss you like lots"
"Awww, I'm really missing you too"
"Have you got anything planned for today?"
"Not much really"
"Hey Ter"
"Hi Osc. Where are you guys to?"
"We're back at the MTC"
"You're both back in the UK?"
I was confused as to why didn't Lan tell me this.
"Yeah. I wasn't going to say nothing but Oscar ruined it for me. I was going to surprise you later when we are finished here"
"Oh my god, I can't fucking wait to see you. What time do you think you will be back in Bristol?"
"Around 7ish, give or take. Osc, can you give us a few minutes please?"
"Yes sure. Ter, I will see you soon"
"Bye Osc. So mister, how have you been recently?"
"Been missing you like crazy. I had to have a cold shower this morning"
"Why?"
He giggles at my question as I'm confused.
"I was thinking about that pretty mouth of yours around my cock and it got me all horny, so I had a cold shower to get rid of the thought"
"Eww, can you not chat about that with me in the room"
I completely forgot to put my AirPods in as I rub my thighs together, trying my hardest not to think of the image that was forming in my mind while also trying not to giggle at the how red Lan's face is and how Cat came out with that sentence.
"I'm going out and I'll be out all day and probably all night as well by the sounds of that convo"
I giggle at her. Once Cat was out of the door, we casually continued on with our conversation.
"So you were saying?"
"I cannot wait to kiss every single square inch of you, I've been thinking about having you all to myself, all week"
"You can have me whenever you want Mr. Norris"
"Well I'm picking you up at 8pm. Oh and dress in something nice"
"Sure. I'll find something"
"I've got to go now but I will see you in a few hours. I love you"
"I love you too"
After what felt days, making sure everything was ready, I'm pretty sure did go all out for tonight. I had missed Lan dearly and I'm so fucking happy that I get to see him tonight. I was in the bedroom as I heard the door go thinking it was Cat.
"Cat, did you forget something?"
I walk back into the living room to only find Lando stood there, smiling at me and holding a bouquet of flowers.
"Hey babe. You're early!"
"Yeah sorry, I kinda got a little excited to see you and came here early"
"I see punctuality hasn't died"
"Nope. Anyway, you look incredibly gorgeous"
I blush at the compliment. I walk over to him and I kiss him softly.
"You scrub up quite incredibly"
"Yeah, I had some help from Carlos and Charles"
"Of course you did. I need to thank them for helping you out"
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We go for our date and enjoy ourselves. Once we were done with our date and in the car, I was in my thoughts and I came to a realisation that I hated being away from Lan for long periods of time.
"I don't want to be away from you ever again"
"I'm happy with that decision. I feel the same"
"I've realised I hate it so much not being with you. I feel so lost without you, I don't know what to do with myself. Bless Cat's heart, she really been trying her hardest to make me feel like I was still by your side even when you wasn't"
"Someone once told me; they are your best friend, you're going to miss them even when you haven't seen them for months on end"
I felt my heart burst, I broke down sobbing, he remembered what I had said to him a few weeks ago about him and Max.
"Oh, I am so sorry babe. I didn't mean to make you cry"
"These tears isn't sad tears, they're happy tears. You remembered what I said to you"
"Of course I remembered. You are my best friend, you have my heart for eternity and beyond. My whole life changed, the day I met you"
He is the sweetest man on earth, he has my heart to the fullest. Those words he spoke, made me sob even more.
"Come here"
After some time hugging each other, I wipe my tears away and smile at him.
"Words will never explain how much I love you but just so you know, you have me for life, all of me"
We eventually got home, I phoned Carlos and Charles to thank them for helping Lando out and spent the rest of the night cuddling, watching movies and plenty of sex.
