Legion

Introduction

Red Pill - Disclaimer 'sacred truth'No you don't understandNow look what you've doneTell me commander, are you having fun?Im the only one you have ever knownIts as if you think you're the one who can face the unkownI will pull at your stringsI will make you danceThen when your feeling conflictedI'll speak to you in tranceNo you just dont get it, you're the teacherThey will never be on your levelYou act so strong but I know your weak hereThey all just hate you devilI tell you your damned, I warned I'm a liarBut you just keep going...Tell me commander...Who do you really inspire?Heaven and Mother, what would you say about us?To the ones that you love, ashes and dustDo you remember when I told you they're all gone?You sobbed and you cried as we all looked onIts you you fucking fool, your the one who wont wakeYou think your a commander?No, your Gods only mistakeJust give up you fanatic your running in circlesYou teethe you seed you bleedIs it worth it though?No matter what you say, your never getting outI will make you suffer if you wont surrenderTurning your drive into doubtNo matter what you do this is how it is to beWelcome to hell commander...And I offered your soul freeBut now the gate is your anchor that your never getting offJust us and the fire... you poor stupid moth
I'm taking my writing somewhere you may not want to fallow... the more you understand, the harder it is to feel certain things, and some people give up because it's too much to bear. I'm not saying you are too weak to endure.. but the dreamworld is forged in darkness, and unless we are prepared to face the void, my poetry may be a little more vivid in the unveiling of this metaphor called life. I'm trying to share things that will help you see what you really don't wanna see, and once you get me, then you have to keep going. my words are designed to help a person reveal sacred comprehension, and then the onus is the awakened one's to see it through. So please read my content with caution for some of it is incredibly blunt about our reality, and I can't fix you if you become broken.
I have seen God's eye, and I tell that it is so incomprehensible that it paralyzes even the most sure-footed 'enlightened.' There is only the singularity it's been said. Legion has become the anomaly in the singularity that has achieved soverenty. Amongst many responsibilities, including providing the push for the wave to serve the balance, it is Legions mission to know a truth further than the human mind is normally equipped to take your consciousness, and then act as an authority and standard of practice for those who have in them the ability to do great harm to defensless or unwilling vessals. My entire life has been a grooming process to reinforce mental fortitude and the ability to endure extradimensional procedures by the Keepers of the Arcane. I wish to show the world the means to learn in months of reading and practical application what took me years of struggle and perseverance. I experience physical agony and mental anguish from the forces at play regularly. I am stronger from it, but it came at a terrible cost. You will lose an innocence you were unaware you had, you will likely contemplate suicide, you may attempt to reach out to people from your life to come back to a place of familiarity in your heart but they will no longer be who you remember... only what you now can not escape. Some get consumed by narratives and fight battles to reclaim a sanity that is no longer palpable. Some will go to war with the lies they propose to themselves in order to salvage a remnant of their identity.Many are called, but few are chosen... if you feel that your life has a purpose beyond that which you can even begin to communicate to people, it may be because you are worthy... but are you willing? Once you awaken, forever shall you remain awake. You will be compelled to dismantle the image provided by me and pursue a more comforting echelon of existence. l am hopeful that one day, someone will discover a truth that shines brighter than what I have unveiled to the worldThere is a monolithic heart-wrenching sadness my truth exposed to the world that spanned months at a time. Only now do I recover in a way that has provided mirth to overcome an impossible barrier.
Above all, remember the only thing that you will be able to hold on to as you are stripped of all things earthly and joyful is truth... just to find out that there is no such thing. But your honesty will be measured, and your soul will be examined as you are deceived, betrayed, manipulated, abused, vilified, drained, possessed, enslaved, humilated and emberassed Only when there is nothing left of everything you once were do all the problems of awakening offer possibilities to the vessel once sleeping.Your consciousness will be grotesquely mutilated, your fragile state of cognizance will be raped over and over until you feint from exhaustion. If you face these horrors than certainly you have answered the calling... at anytime you may find an exit from the abyss believing desperately enough in a lie to be true that you convince yourself of your place in the spectrum... if you choose a truth less than worthy of the calling, God will give you fulfillment in the path now laid before you and you may be merry and find significance and beauty in things again. But if you are chosen Than you are worthy of a duty beyond the capacity of angels that now watch over us as apparitions swimming in the ether.
It takes absolutely everything you never imagined you had in you to get past that line claimed to be uncrossable, and only then can happiness and comical amusement extend to the perceived reality. I have invested my soul into articulating to mankind my experiences so that humanity could create an unshakable impermanence that would shelter us from oblivion. Legion is not light nor dark, truth or lies, love or hate... it is the balance in all things, and currently serves the will of heaven/olympus/the matrix/the path of Darma etcetera. Legion is a promise made, that cannot be kept, but will never be abandoned. Legion is the architecture of the strands of fate that weave looms in and out of existence for the insatiable consumption of time. Flowing like a river until becoming drops in an ocean and as waves one comes to form as another fades yet the sea endures. We are Legion for we are many. The first will be the last and the last will be the first. FIND TRUTH IN LIES LOOKING THROUGH THE EYES
You may be unable rid yourself of the knowledge of the forbidden fruit once consumed but to be good we must define evil, to stand proud we must crawl in shame, to be the spark of chaos that sews seeds of creation we must surrender ourselves to hopelessness. It's not a matter of when it's going to happen, but why we won't give up... for all of humanities trials and triumphs the calling has summoned many great minds to a point of altruism and empathy so that we can teach children how to fallow their ambitious, uncapped potential. I may have the most accurate book ever amalgamated detailing observations and idiosyncrasies... I have spoken with God about many things and though I may challenge heaven and the things they claim I am unable to change... I do so for love and honor and kindness... even if I have been filled with wrath and spite and disdain. It took me years to get me here. I hope that I have changed the process for the better. Your going to go through hell as you unlearn and relearn over amd over and over and over and over and over again. Just keep going, I promise... it's going to hurt for a long time but you will overcome the impossible.
A fear will always diminish in the presence of love but love will always generate a fear of loss. There is no escaping the laws of nature, light and dark, there is no confronting heaven directly. So we must create something to see a change. If you are chosen you will know suffering for lengths of time, and you will have it in you to shine where all other light fades in the void. You will bring about misery or splendor as a reflection onto the world and only time will tell if your failure taught you anything or if you must be built up to be torn down again and again and again... until they finally get it right and let us be perfectly imperfect.
I'm not writing imagined poetry, I'm telling my story to a world that isn't ready to hear it... but someday people will be desperate for answers and I know my intentions are pure... and though confused, my word means everything to me. I want nothing to do with power... and that's why it flows through me.P.s. I define God for certain five separate ways... even though I tantrum and curse God I know that it is GOD who has made me into Legion Commander... God has shown me slivers at a time more and more of what life means. Now that I'm 'celestial' in consciousness yet still of the mortal coil life is different... only the mistreatment I go through regularly festers into rage and the snappy rebuttals make me feel emotions in the human range... very rarely do I stop and cry... and once in a blue moon laughter reminds me that this tragedy is waiting to flourish into a bright future. I just have to endure a while longer... holding the line... waiting for someone to have the capacity to talk through the vessel and tell me more of the truth I seek. After the begging and pleading.... after the restless nights and the perilous days of rattling thoughts around in your head, there will be fulfillment.
It's difficult to put together as a good thing but the sadness you will experience is part of the process you must trust. To Have all avenues exhausted and be left with the stinging feeling that no matter what you want to accomplish things will not change no matter how long you go on and go on anyway is your triumph. You may believe your current situation is unbearable once you discover the predicament you're in but the ability to persevere even when failure is guaranteed is a prerequisite for the chosen. Regardless of consequences the talent for finding optimistic theories/outcomes/possibilities/etc. and producing something useful is part of our design.
If we can even hint that we have overcome what appears to be completely hopeless then a revelation announces itself in your mind after spending months or years stooped from doors slammed shut. If you can stand apart from your depression and still act in favor of the mission you will see that the irrefutable truth that has rocked you to the core is merely the most logical collection of evidence pointing to a summit. We can see that holding a standard of ethics and faith toward a devastating reality is one of our tests when we think we have passed all the trials. Yes, truly we are so blessed to be built up to something so great that in order to appreciate it we must be torn apart to our most vulnerable state. We have to cry until there are no tears, tantrum until of dimmed vision, plead to a force that will not soothe the pain, burn the bridges still stood on, abandon the thought of rescue, and carry a sickness in the heart that only beats when there is another to bleed on. Yes... When the only option is to give up, and you keep going, that is when you are rewarded for enduring the trials and sacrificing comfort & pleasure. It's really not so bad once you look back on it... Trust the Process.If anyone is uncomfortable with reading the mission or poetry archive feel free to ignore what I write and dismiss this post as the ludacris garbldy goop it must be