Lily saw the good in everyone even the worse people like Snape and muliciber but couldn't see the goodness in herself.
She hated her body, her eyes, her sense of humour, her hair, her family, her smile, her laughter and the way she cared about people who treat her wrong. She hated everything about herself, like why wasn't she like all the other girls. Perfect body's, perfect lives, perfect relationships , no one will ever love her like that, they had everything perfect but then there's her the opposite of perfect.
Until one day Mary went up to her and asked her out, lily didn't seem to get it at all why would someone ever like her or even want to be friends with her
Eventually they had perfect life together dating , the cute little love notes, kisses, the picnics, the dates , having the ship name of Maryily, sharing close, Making flower Crowns and way more jt felt honestly perfect lily couldnt ask for more, sure she felt like she wasn't enough but mary was perfect she made her felt she was decent dor once in her life not "mudblood" not a "fatty" or anything worse.
Few years later, Mary Obliviated herself, lilys world was crushed into pieces but she understood why Mary did that because why would Mary want to be in the war? To find out she most likely loses people she cares about? But was It worth forgetting them? Is it better to lose them than forget them? Lily's heart was crushed really well.
After the war which about 2 years, Regulus drowned , Marlene along with alot others besides Lily, Mary, Remus, Sirius , James ,Peter ,Pandora and Barty. Pandora and Lily ,as the only girls left out of the friend group, lived together for weeks before James asked lily if she wanted to stay with him. And they lstarted dating it felt weird for lily to move on from mary but its what Mary wants probably, lily was prepared for a wreck to happen tho cause they were we normally happens. Halloween 81' comes around, Lily and James have had Harry , Harry never cries but there was a knock on the door, Harry started crying, James went to answer the door, lily screams as she sees Voldemort outside. James opens the door not knowing what they going in and says "lily take harry and run" as there right Infront of lily , James dropped down on the ground, Lily holding Harry and ran off. Lily went to Pandora's house , and sees pandora holding a baby girl, Lily says out of breath "Pan- pan, pandora something bad happened" Pandora puts The baby girl down "by the way this is Luna, you can put Harry down " pandora says... The only thing lingers in lily's mind: did Peter really betray them?
