Fate

8

Kitty told me to push,  break through my limitations. I push hard this time, trying to focus more energy onto what I'm doing.

turn the whole desk into stone. THE WHOLE DESK.

But like every other attempt the purple smokey flame energy flows through me. I open my eyes and it just works till the outline of my hands. I can go this far no sweat but to break through my limitations is apparently my problem. And as if she's been summoned to witness my flop, Kitty appears, "oh dear, again?"

NO IT WORKED THANKS, CAUSE OBVIOUSLY THE WHOLE DESK IS STONE. "Uh huh. Yup again" I say irritably. I'm drained and I can feel my armpits and forehead sweat from  exhaustion. And in this school uniform it's making me uncomfortable.

"Kai, just think of it this way. If a stream of water has the diameter of ten meters but it needs to flow through a two meter gap. Will all the water pass?"

I shake my head, "no"

She snaps her fingers , "Exactly, what you're focusing on is distributing more energy when it should be expanding your limits"

IS THIS BITCH HIGH?  Like doesn't she have like the power of intuition or was it insight shouldn't she know that's what I've been trying to do.

       just tell her to fuck off.

"Thank you Kitty" I say. I turn the spot that was stone back into wood and qe end the class. I can't wait to go fall down onto my bed right now. My body hurts so bad cause of earlier todays Wrath Training sessions.

'Training?' You may ask. Yeah, the freaking Wrath Courses make you workout too and tomorrow we're having sparing drills. Yeah, yay!. Like every Friday. Luckily for me the first time I got to fight Luca and he just pushed me around abit til I finally landed a kick -which he probably let me have. But still, I got better and rather fast ad my years of watching pro-wrestling anf natural flexibility came into clutch for me..

I leave the class and as you get to the door I see Quinni come up to me "I know it's not my place..." they stop and face a look around us, probably to check of anyone is within earshot, "... but, emotions aren't just a cliche for stronger magic in movies you know. They actually do influence your power levels, try to get unto a different emotion next time you need to use your magic and watch you break those limits."

"Yeah, I'll try. Thank you" I say with faux appreciation for her tip. They try to pat my shoulders and I flinch but they don't seem to phased as they just wave and walk off.

            WONDERFUL!

I almost run over the courtyard as I speed walk over it and up the first flight of stairs. Before getting to the second flight I look over to Luca's door. He should be there about now. Plus Ava and Theo are probably sulking face back in our room now too and I don't wanna walk in on that again. I should've got myself a dam phone when I got the opportunity. I take the first few step up on the second flight of stairs to my room.

      YOU HAVEN'T SEEN HIM ALL DAY.

That does it for me, I immediately turn around and jump down the last few steps. You make a beeline for his door and knock when you get there.

nothing...

His probably just playing games again. He always does this time of the evening anyway. I try to turn the knob and to my luck it's open. I push open and close softly behind me. His still on his couch, staring at the TV.  And they say people with ADHD are obsessive with activities that give them dopamine. I go over to the couch and from behind and fall onto him. I wrap my arms around his shoulders and lay my head in his. He chuckle while also keeping his head still for me to lay on.