heavy feelings | Sally Face x reader

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the writing in the story changes after chapter 10.

8:53 pm

3rd person pov

staring outside as the car moved, watching trees go by, watching the light rain go on the window; Y/n looked out the front window of the vehicle, realizing they were getting closer to town. She pulled her legs closer to herself making her small, she put her head down as she thought about him. All she could think about was when he would hit her, punch her, kick her; his eyes not showing any regret of his actions.

Y/n lifted her head quickly, looking back out the window watching the trees go by, staring outside blankly as she leaned onto the side door, wishing she didn't have to move, but also glad she did. She didn't want to see that man again, she can't sleep at night; sometimes she takes a couple adderall so she doesn't sleep and have nightmares of those days.

Y/n hasn't slept for 2 days and doesn't plan on sleeping till her body makes her pass out, her mom was a little concerned but brushed it off as she was either at work or at home drinking. She saw a few houses go by meaning they have arrived to Nockfell.

they drove for a couple more minutes then, her mom turned left and towards the parking lot, Y/n looked towards the building known as addison apartments. she got out grabbing her bag and looking towards the building.

the building looked a little creepy but kinda felt like home for a moment, Y/n looked towards her mom who was grabbing a box of her things "which apartment are we in?" Y/n asked as she grabbed a box of her things. "401, the movers won't be here till tomorrow." her mom said as she shut the door. Y/n sighed as she knew she was gonna be sleeping on the floor tonight, though she won't be sleeping.

Y/n only brought 2 boxes of her stuff and the rest was in the movers truck, she grabbed both her boxs and made her way over to the apartments, she walked in and towards the elevator, she passed the mailbox's noting where her mailbox was.

she got to the elevators pressing the up button, as she waited her mom walked over and stood beside her not saying a word to her, the silence felt heavy and awkward as they both waited for the elevator.

Y/n heard the ding and looked up as the elevator doors opened, she walked in her mother behind her as she pressed the 4th floor button.

the same awkward silence; the way up was unbearable for Y/n, she just wanted to be in her room and watch movies, and probably go for a smoke later.

the elevator doors opened and Y/n walked out and towards the apartment, her mom gave her a key and had one herself, she opened the door and was greeted with the living room. She walked past it and chose the first door bedroom and claimed it, she walked in setting her boxes down and just sat on the ground, legs close to her chest as she put her head down.

Y/n pov

'new place new me i guess..' i thought as i sat there with my head down, i kept thinking about him and those horrors, i shook my head as i crawled over to my boxes looking through it. 'my hoodies are in the movers truck, fuck.' i cursed to myself as i changed into a different shirt leaving my sweat pants on, i sat back down and pulled out a few other things.

'only two posters...gonna have to wait for my other stuff' i thought as i put the poster down near the wall, i grabbed my bag and fished out my laptop and sketchbook.

i opened the laptop putting on netflix, i scrolled through a bit before deciding on 8 mile. i pressed play as i went to my bag grabbing a pill bottle, opening it and taking a couple and dry swallowing them, i put the bottle down and grabbed my pencil, opening my sketchbook and started doodling as the movie played.