DREAM OF DEATH

DREAM OF DEATH (TWILIGHT)

They knew everyone over there know there ,it was  trap for me and fell in, became just thing for their entertainment but.......My lips from sudden grin and I stand up feeling dizzy, water is already off and I can't even  realize how long was sitting here. Enduring sharp pain I lie down on the bed and think .....think......think, no I won't forget but remember everything very well ,in details, I'll make sure this hate not lesses and one day he gonna ralise, I'm not someone he can just use like this, regret, Lan wangi is going to regret playing with me. Tiredness wins over me and soon foll asleep, if I knew that from now on, not only my life but maybe I'm going to change too,if I just forget and keep living the same ,but the decision taken hot minded......Bring troubles, always.

Wei ying come here,listen to the candidate.  I really love his thinking and election promises mom tells me after I leave my room and trying to pay attention on her words I look at TV and feel like throwing up. The familiar, widely smiling face,looking too innocent and cute,if I didn't know........Unable to hold it I ran to bathroom and empty my stomach.

What is wrong with you?Need the medicine?

Maybe I got food indigestion, just please turn it off.

Why? It's interesting. He is talking about homo problems.
Mom
Why so upset? Don't you work at his company? Congressman Lan is truly decent politican, if he wins,that discusting faggots are going to be banned, like they deserve, without any right to show us their dirty acts and faces.

He says no? I hysterically laugh remembering the gay couple wrapped around each other like snakes in his own home and shr looks at me with widen eyes what a joke, fighting for pure society? This man? Father of.....I stop and shake my head momyou don't know anything, just yesterday I was the same ,maybe it's time to learn ,how to distinguish fake from real......

You are going to defend your dad again. She doesn't even mind my words.

Please don't start again.

He was like them,cause of his unhealthy, sick desires, he left us his family.  You this precious boy had to.....

You weren't even sure mom, he was never willing to leave ,with your non-stop jealousy, harsh words you make him run away the pain in the chest makes me breathless , if he was here next to me, would it be different? Could he protects me?
Silly ,only your,it was only your fault Wei ying.

Do you blame me? I sae it, with my own eyes.

You made me grow up hating them  planned discust in me, they're abnormal.......so for to right to exist, to love to be happy, you tried to hide me from dirtiness but......it's too funny mom,usually....exactly our biggest fear becomes reality, life plays and takes advantage on us  this precious boy is nothing more but idiot.