DREAM OF DEATH

DREAM OF DEATH [MYSTERY]

I hardly open eyes and everything is still spins around,from too much struggle my  whole body aches and I look aroundly vainly searching for him, using all remaining strength. I stand up and throw big vase to the mirrorl,though it's witness of everything what happened here causes two strong disgust and shame in me, I want to destroy every memories of this night. With loud shout I smash everything around until Lan xichen runs into room and holds me tightly .

Wangji Stop it you are hurting yourself On brother words realise that I am standing on the glass pieces and my feet blades we need to take care of it.

I don't care about this slight pain, it isn't first and won't be last too. I said down on the bed and glare at him.

Where the hell were you when he was doing this to me?

Thought you are having good time, sorry I...... he try to hide but I still can notice little smirks shaking his lips.

Is this fucking funny to you?

A little? Knowing his silly personality I just push Nei Huaisang back and deeply breath in.

How,how that lowbron deard to do it? I'll make him regret Wei ying thinks he is smarter than me? With his.......The image of the grinning face comes in my mind and blood rushes to my head again, the fact it was him , not someone other but him, the one I wanted to never see again,the one I wanted to forget the most. Not anymore ,from now on he won't be able to free himself from my grip, the thought that popped up in my mind before I will do I will destroy him I won't let you go until he understand what it means to act and live like me. Standing up as slowly walk down on the stairs and immediately turns music off. Not minding their surprised faces, I shout as loud I can.

Live right now all of you saying denial I repeat again ,with already aiming gun, takes from the Bodyguard I said drag your dirty asses out, party is done after everyone is gone, I sit down and try to stop my body from shaking, Nei Huaisang pats my shoulder and ask with low voice.

Brother wei ,what do you want me to do ?

At first tell our man to beat up that idiot until he faints.

You mean........

Sure that courier Wen Chao , if he didn't make mistakes from the beginning if he wasn't late today It wouldn't happen and about Wei ying, find out absolutely everything about him where, and how he lives, his childhood, family and surely girlfriend, don't even lay finger on him, he is way to beautiful to be touch like this and plus physical pain disappeared very soon I have other better idea I will hit him right here I pad on my chest  where it was the most what is the most precious for him I will take it away from him.

Lan wangji he pauses and sadly smiles  why want you just leave him you already carry enough hate in your heart.

Please do what I asked you he leaves and I sight , I can't and maybe I don't want to.

During whole next day I stay seated on the sofa and patiently wait for the information. My head is full with too many thoughts ,ideas plans and I wonder why not just fire him from the work ?Make him  loss house for example?  Like he did to Wen Chao but......different, everything is different with him. Annoying this is to annoying.

I throw my head back and someone enters the room gently touching my shoulders.

Nei Huaisang called and told me you maybe need some help that kind of he loves and start doing message it feels So refreshing and a slowly moan from pleasure.

He is indeed best friend.

Everything is broken in the hall , guest did that?

No it was me I hold  his wrist and whisper Baby come here, I really need to forget something he stands in front of me and only wears over size shirts not even covering his white thing I pull him down on my lap and open my zipper baby take it out while suking my nipple and I shiver from we are feeling ,sliding my fingers in his hair o start kissing his neck and cheat , wanna enjoy,  wanna pleasure myself as always but this touches doesn't makes me existed,  I kind of force myself and feel this too.