DREAM OF DEATH

DREAM OF DEATH [sorry]

I look down at wangji's exhausted, already unconscious body and hold his chin. Bending down first time after our meeting I carefully scan his appearance and it surprises me, small nice shaped face with sharp jawline and chubby cheeks with still baby fat on it ,his lip are pink full , now closed eyes can create such a pure image about him when Lan wangji widely smiles in front of others , so innocent, he really looks too innocent now.

Lan wangji? I call and he slightly moves born with angelic face, how did you became ruthless like this?Or....... Was someone in your life too, Who forced you ,like you did to me? If you say sorry even only  just one time, sincerely , deeply from your heart, for people like you why it's this hard? I don't want to hate too I remember the question here so many times are monsters born or made? and it feels like soon or later I'm going to answer it .......on my experience and I get strong desire to know more......about him too. I untie Lan wangji's handes and sudden little touch makes me shiver,  he is still burning.  I forced myself to stand up and take my phone turning video mode off. Leaving  the room someone bumps into me and my blood  freezes from fear noticing its Lan wangji's friend Xue yang nonstop stares at me and at end asks with low voice.

Is Lan wangji ok?

What?

I just saw Wen chao coming in with real toy wearing red mask , you're....... That beautiful man from last party, am I right? If he calls others,  my life to end here ,I realize and nod.

He'll be fine very soon.

If that is so you can leave I am shocked and he chuckles no need for thanks, this isn't kind act from me,Lan wangji loves punishing rebels by himself, I can't meddle in. By the way you are such a bold, I feel impressed.

You aren't even twenty years old yet no?

Why, wanna scold me?

My Life is already hard enough to worry about brats like you.

I like you he laughs and pets my shoulder, Maybe wangji does too, that is why you're in big trouble, he is type who easily earns sympathy and I slight
Smile.

Still thanks I move back and quickly run down on the stairs, fully covering my face to not make Wen chao notice me. Only then I'm already out and sitting in the taxi ,can breathe out calmly.

Entering the room I threw myself on the bed and try to not think about what next day gonna bring. The fact I carefully locked front door makes me laugh about myself. As he doesn't knew you well Wei ying, maybe you're the same too, if he is really capable to do something terrible? After all strong emotions I close eyes willing to sleep but weird  feelings feels my mind and body, the scenes of my acts nonstop appears and I am unable to get rid of them.

I beg you, touch me his drunk, deep, shaking voice rings in my ears and I felt tickling down there , instinctively sliding my hand under pants I slightly touch my member and it causes me to moan,stop it, stop it I repeat but after few seconds I'm already stroking it slowly and it brings too strong pleasure, freezing myself from clothes I roughly rub my body , everywhere my hand can reach. Only now left me alone I realize how strong my desire was back then to crush his under me, to fuck him senselessly,  when wangji kept chasing my body , I won over him and myself too but now I have to admit , feeling his closeness awaknes much in me, I can't nd understand myself and I don't want to but after this whole month without even pleasuring myself I'm sensitive all over , becoming too hard I dam even feel veins in my cock in my hand and quickly change position, burying face into pillow I grab bed sheet and slowly move my hips, imaging Lan wangji still laying under me makes me crazier and thrust faster, hearing his voice again I rub harder,  moan louder, get sweaty al over my body. Feeling climax coming to me, I Whisper and scream in the pillow,  grabbing it too tightly my nails hurts. You start .......being attaching to him.