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†Twenty Five†

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One Year later

As Subhman left England  that day Ishan never called Subhman , who is still waiting for just one missed call or a simple message from his princess  he  can't understand why Ishan don't want to talk with him as long as Subhman know everything was quite good between them . He was to tensed whole T20 wc season more over traveling from there to here not helping him at all . As soon as the season end Subhman packed his bag and decided to go England .

He was walking through the long passage with long steps ,  protected by bodyguards and paparazzi he was nervous as hell . His phone buzz he slowdown his speed and take out his phone without checking the caller  name he pick it .

" Hello Subhman "

Subhman stopped his mind stopped working and his heart missed some Beats his eyes become glossy and his body become numb . Subhman finally inhale some air his throat  felt so try to reply , he glup down some saliva.
" H-hello" he started taking slow but long steps , he  almost died . Ishan called him after 1 year , he sigh .

" Your mom wants to talk"

Is that it ? He called Subhman just for that his chest become heavy , " hello subhman" he heard his mom , he can tell she is too happy by her voice
" Hello ma " he replied " beta tu jaldi Ghar aaja ek khushkhabri hai " she said happily , Subhman settled himself in his seat and smiled through his glossy eyes " aa raha hun ma , aap ki bahut waad aati hai " Subhman manage so say between his sobbes.

He cut the call not wanting his mother to get worried hor his son who is crying because , he is too afraid of Ishan's rejection . The flight landed .

Here he is standing infront of his home he wipe his tears and went inside " Maaa.." he shouted as he entered  , his mother came and hugged him tightly . Subhman drop his bag and hug her back " ma I missed you " he said , and Mrs. Gill chuckled softly.

He went to his room and came downstairs after changing there sat Ishan in a white silk shirt, his princess always manage to make him feel overwhelmed . He notice they way Ishan avoiding his gaze and sitting uncomfortably with nervousness .
" Aree beta maine  kaha tha na khushkhabri hai Ishan ki engagement hai ek hafte Mai " his mother said .

Ok , so now Subhman don't know how to feel he was shocked and want to hide himself from everyone present in hall , he tightly smiled

"C- congratulations "

Subhman left from there he shut the door of his room and place his on his forehead he try to caught his breath and drop himself in his knees , is Ishan happy with this marriage ?
No he confessed his feelings to him  when he was drunk that night . Warm tears slide down from his eyes as he started panicking he felt  pounding of his  heartbeat.
feeling faint, dizzy or light-headed.
feeling very hot he started
sweating, trembling or shaking.
Sudden
pain in his chest started and he started
struggling to breathe or feeling like he is  choking.
feeling like his legs are shaky or are turning to jelly. He started frustrating and punched the floor until his hand started to bleed .

Ishan was about to knock Subhman's door but  he heard some unsatisfying sounds he quickly unlock the door and saw Subhman punching the floor with bleeding hand , Ishan quickly reach to him and take his blessing hand in his , Ishan's eyes become glossy in consern but soon  changed into angry one.

Ishan slapped him and Subhman just bitterly chuckled " are you mad " Ishan scold him and pick the first aid box  Subhman grab Ishan both hands and held them to his neck " kill me , but don't leave me" he said with few more tears , Ishan didn't answered he just dress Subhman's hand and  shaking hands and watery eyes
Ishan stand up to leave " Are you happy with this marriage?" Subhman asked not looking at Ishan just staring at the white marble flooring of the room.