Letting Go

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It is quite a lonely night
Pretending that you're okay
When not
You tried to hide the tears
In your thoughts, it's always him
Hearing his name everywhere
Can't escape
You keep missing him.
Can't escape
Remind you of a memory
Happiness is all over the place.

In no time
I see myself standing
Staring at my deepest thoughts,
I want you to hold me tightly
I want you to stay beside me
Hug me gently
Lay down in my lap
While touching your hair calmly
The music is in the air
We listen till we both fall asleep

You see yourself crying,
You see yourself dreaming,
You see yourself losing,
So suddenly, in a moment
This has become more frequent
This is spontaneous
Thought I could
Sometimes I thought I couldn't
I accept
Sometimes I can't accept
I can't compare
No one can compare.
You break my heart,
I broke mine,
It makes me feel guilty
It makes me feel mad,
It makes me feel this way now,
I always want you to stay
One day,
I will be proud of myself
By letting you go.

- ♾️

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