The Unheard Symphony

Broken Bonds

We met in an unexpected situation,
We talked and talked
Until there was a solution.
Everytime I walked
With you, I thought I was in a delusion.

It was love at first sight for you
I was so clueless I didn't knew.
Like a river it flowed in you,
As always never had a clue.

Then again, stuck at home
Just wanted to see you soon,
As I missed your voice and wished to roam
Alone on the street, and watch the reign of moon.

Then it was my turn to fall for you
Never imagined to have someone, caring like you
Your charms are the ones I adore,
Now, I'll watch you smile from afar.

I always remember the secrets I told
And I'm quite sure,
You have them safe and sound, deep
Inside your soul.

All the fun we had before we were together,
Was just a step further,
For a happy and loving relationship
We started in October.

In the cold winter,
We held hands.
Forgetting every history chapter,
Wanted to dance.

That's when the class know
About the bond we possessed
Which was brand new.
Remember the time I confessed
Was not so askew
Sill, obsessed
Over that part of the occasion.

There were many phases
Happy and joyful days
Followed by sorrow and grief,
We suffered from everything, together as we lived.

Then it came,
Which hit us hard and fast
Misunderstandings grew
And we fell apart.

Now the hardships start,
Coz of my social anxiety,
We are drifting apart.
What a pity,
We never got to restart.

Thought to approach
But you were so distinct I feared,
You would reject me,
For who I was this year.

We are so weak to communicate
That, our shyness looks like ignorance
So uncertain about what you feel,
That just screams you want me to leave.

Now, you swim in a sea
Which is red but you can't see
As for you, those are the ones
To give you hope,
Those are the ones
To see your sobs.

But you don't get it
They just want to ruin our bond
They're just a part of toxic fam,
But I will not prohibit you from what you want,
As, I'm no longer the one, you loved this whole time.

I'll never forget the way you looked at me
The gaze which was so dreamy.
I'll keep you in my mind until I'm fine.
Coz now you view me as a stranger,
But, I can't get over you as I still
Know you as a game changer.

Remembering these memories make me wonder
If life would be different if we just surrender.
Those were the days I'll always remember,
As the thing that is left with me, is only the memories we spent together.

Look, how time flew
And you started with your life so new,
And there was I, who never got over,
Such a beautiful soul I got as a lover.
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*A/N*
I wrote this ballad remembering the good time I had when I was committed BUT the situations changed as I ignored the toxicity in the other person's personality. Which left me feeling excruciatingly low. BUT the times are changed and so I came back stronger than a 90's trend; healed and happier. <3