i hope you know how 'well' im doing without you, phil. im absolutely fucking perfect. i love having breakdowns, wondering why you left me. is there a reason you left, phil? it better be a damn good one, too. it better be so good that i actually forgive you, make me get over you 'cause this sucks. still loving you. even after you left and shattered my poor heart to no repair. i hope you're happy, you asshole. i hope you're happy fucking some poor girl or boy. i hope that it reminds me of you and makes you upset. i really hope you fucking die. i hate you so fucking much you won't ever understand. no one does.
your mum stopped talking to me, y'know? i really liked her, phil. she was much better than my mum. she made me feel like i had proper parents. did you make her stop talking to me, phil? did you? i hope you didn't. i really liked her. she's so sweet, i loved her like she was my own mother. you know that, phil? why did you take my only parent figure from me? i hope you rot in hell, bastard.
- love, your ex-fiancé, dan almost-lester howell.
p.s. i hope you die, you fucking asshole. i still love you, though. no matter how much you broke me. xx
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letters :: phan
Fanfiction"i thought you meant it when you said you would always love me..." "i guess i was wrong."
