hey, phil....
its been a while seen i wrote to you, you ass. im still mad, but not as much, i dont know, phil, im lost if im honest. i have dreams and i mix them up with reality alot, its maddening. i let you slip through my fingers. its my fault, phil, im such a failure i let everyone i love down, i dont understand.
sometimes, i still think im dreaming and that when i wake, i will see you, snoring with your arms around my waist and we're together. but we arent, phil, i dont think we ever will be if im honest.
i seen you with the girl again, except this time it wasnt her you were fawning over, it was a guy. im so confused, phil, i love you so much and you just?? what leave me to be with some one else?? i hate you. i despise you.
- dan howell
p.s. i know you have my letters, you ass i cant find them under the bed. i know youve been here, phil. i just wanna know why? please tell me.
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letters :: phan
Fanfiction"i thought you meant it when you said you would always love me..." "i guess i was wrong."
