My Light (Danisnotonfire / Dan Howell fanfic) [EDITING]

45- Blossom- Tired

*One week later*

Ellie won't stop crying.
"Please, please stop crying." I groan, rocking her. "Dan!" I call. I hear him run up the stairs and to me.
"What's up?" Dan asks.
"I can't, I can't, oh my god, she won't stop crying." I say. Dan takes Ellie from me. I sigh and run my hands through my hair, turning towards the window.
"Breathe, babe." Dan says, rubbing my back.
"Please get her away from me, I can't at the moment." I plead.
"I'll get Meg to bring you some water." Dan nods before walking out. I sit down and hang my head. I love her, obviously I do, but I'm so tired and her crying just makes me get wound up.
"Hey, Bo." Megan says softly. I look up at her. She sits next to me and puts her arm around me. I rest my head on her shoulder, glad for the comfort. "What's up, Hun?"
"I'm so tired." I mutter. Megan nods and strokes my hair gently.
"You know Dan can look after Ellie whilst you rest." She says.
"I know." I nod. "I wasn't expecting being a mother was going to be this hard."
"Mmm. You'll be okay." Megan rubs my shoulder. "How about we go out? Now, just to get rid of some of your stress?"
"Please." I say, nodding.
"Come on then." She smiles, helping me up. "Bring Tessa too

I let Megan hold my hand, not in a romantic way or anything, just to comfort me. We walk to the park and sit on a bench. I let Tessa off the leash and watch her run around.
"So, what's on your mind?" Megan asks.
"Everything." I say, tapping on the back of Megan's hand.
"Like..?"
"Like if Ellie's okay, how is Dan with Ellie, does she need feeing, does she need me?" I list.
"Dan's with her, she's fine." Megan nods. I smile and nod.
"He's being such a great dad." I say. "Do you think Phil will be a good dad?"
"Definitely. He's so caring." Megan nods, smiling.

"Hey." Dan welcomes me as I open the door.
"Hey, bear." I smile. Dan has Ellie in his arms. I let Tessa free as Megan shuts the door.
"Is that mummy?" Dan coos.
"Hello, Ellie." I smile, taking Ellie from him. Dan smiles at me.
"Are you feeling better now?" Dan asks.
"A lot better." I smile.
"You're sounding more cheery."
"I feel better, I'm not as tired as I was." I shrug.

"Can we do an Omegle video?" Megan pleads. Obviously she is bored. Phil is at his parents house up North.
"Fine, but we are filming it in Dan and Phil's office."
"Okay!" We exit the room and bound downstairs. I catch a glimpse of Dan playing with Ellie. To her he must be like the big friendly giant, because he definitely is to me. I chuckle at the thought and enter Dan's office. I turn on the camera and set up Omegle.
"Hello people of the Internet! I'm with Megan and we are on Omegle."

After many penises and amazing fans, I turn of the camera and take out the memory card and smile as Megan.
"Time to edit I guess." I sigh. She laughs and goes to the kitchen. I lean back into the chair and put the card into the computer.

I finish editing finally and tweet that the video is uploading. I go to the lounge and find Dan asleep with Ellie, who is also asleep. I feel my heart throb and I have a 'feel' moment. I take a quick picture and find Megan Skypeing Phil.
"Hey!" I say. Megan looks up and smiles.
"Hi!" She replies. Phil waves. I realise he is filming so I wave and smile at his camera. I head back downstairs and go back to Dan. I take Ellie and shake Dan awake.
"Hey, sleeping beauty, stop being adorable and help me make lunch." I whisper softly into his ear. He groans and rolls over and off the sofa.
"Finnnne." He mutters, rubbing his face. I giggle and go to the kitchen. I put Ellie down in her high chair and kiss her forehead. Ellie laughs and waves her arms around, making me grin madly. I force myself to turn away. I grab some plates from the cupboard and set them down on the counter. I look behind me. Ellie has hold of Dan's finger while Dan is stroking her cheek. I try not to have a feel moment. Soon Dan joins me.
"That was adorable." I murmur.
"Oh really?" Dan smirk.
"Yup." I smile, twisting to face him. I reach up and grab his cheeks, bringing him down to me. Our kiss turns passionate as Dan pushes me up against the counter. We pull away and I smile at Dan. I hug him before going back to making lunch. "You make your vegan lunch." I say, getting the butter from the fridge.
"Okay." Dan sings.

Once we finish lunch Dan and I decide to do a Q&A. Megan and Phil take Ellie. We rush upstairs and set up the camera. As soon as we are ready we start to record.
"Hey internet! Today I am here with Blossom and we are going to answer some of your questions." Dan explains.
"Okay, first question. 'What is the best and worst thing of having a baby?'" I read.
"The best is having the thing that me and Blossom created out of love to hold and love. And the worst thing is waking up in the middle of the night to feed Ellie."
"I think the worst thing is nappy changing." I say.
"True!" Dan laughs. "Is it weird/gross to know that everyone who knows you through real life and the internet know that you had sex?"
"Yes!" I shout.
"It is." Dan admits. "Okay, a nicer question. Can you put on one of Dan's tops in 30 seconds." I shoot up and run to our wardrobe, pulling out the first top I see. I pull off my t-shirt and wriggle into Dan's. I scamper back to Dan and show the camera. It's Dan's eclipse shirt. "It suits you!"
"Thanks." I look at my phone. "There's a second part to the question."
"Nooo!" Dan pleads.
"Yup! Dan, get changed into one Blossom's tops. If you don't you have to eat a bit of talcing power!" Dan leaps up and takes off his top. I laugh as he pulls out a top and puts it on.
"Happy?" He says from off camera. He's wearing my white tee that is supposed too show cleavage, in Dan's case, his chest.
"Not until you come on camera!"

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