Immortal Bartender - Stucky x Oc Soulmate AU

Chapter 61 - You don't belong here.

*AN I am alive I swear I didn't even realize I havn't updated in months more updates coming soon I promise :)*

Bucky crushed me under his unconscious body, I can't complain though it was actually quite comfortable under him. The weight of his warm body felt so good and fuck he smelled amazing. His long hair tangled in my face tickling my nose, it was kind of adorable. Bucky slept soundly kept under by my mental influence. God I wish I didn't have to do that Bucky had already been through enough pain from years with Hydra just for me to lock away part of his memories and influence him to sleep like that. How was my mate ever going to trust me knowing that I have and could use my power on him at any time?

What the fuck am I saying? This was supposed to be an in and out mission just get in help Steve and get the fuck out. My arm was on fire, both marks pulsed and burned with both of them being so close. It would be so easy to lean down and kiss Bucky finally feel the bond snap into place. My senses screamed at me to do just fucking do it, I had gone so long with that longing ache in my chest. Soulmates completed you Tony once told me that the connection to his soulmate had made him feel whole.

They will hate me after everything I did.

I left them, I didn't come back. I manipulated their minds, leaving them missing a part of their memories.

Gently tucking Bucky's long strands of hair behind his ear I rolled the larger man off me. I could feel the confusion in his mind. I longed to free him from his pain and guilt erase the winter soldier from his mind and give him peace.

Tenderly lifting him in my arms I gently set the sleeping man in the chair next to Steve's bed making sure to angle his head so his neck wouldn't be stiff when he woke up in an hour or so.

"You're her aren't you? The woman from my dreams. Our missing mate!"

Steve's sudden whisper surprised me, his blue eyes pierced into mine staring into my soul.

"I am sorry Steve. I need to go. Your teammates will be here soon."

Turning to leave Steve caught my wrist "Please don't leave us. We need you please!" his pleading tore my heart, pain seeped through the incomplete bond clouded my eyes with unshed tears.

I tried to smile but barely managed a twitch of my lip tenderly prying his fingers. The skin contact almost overrode my will. I was fighting myself, resisting every instinct to give in and kiss him. For so long I had dreamed of the bond, completely feeling them in every way, showing them the world and waking up every day surrounded by my mates. But I also see their deaths feeling the bond break, watching the marks turn gray and fade. Living the rest of eternity alone without them.

"Rest Steve, we will see eachother again some day." softly kissing his hand I placed it back onto the bed. Tears welled in my eyes as I looked at my two mates before me. You can't Layla you will only bring suffering and death my mind whispered. Gently closing the door behind me I finally let the tears fall, overwhelming exhaustion and regret weighed heavy on my shoulders. I need a drink or twenty.

"You don't belong here." a thick Sokovian accent echoed behind me as red wispy energy clouded my vision pushing my worst nightmares to the surface.

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